∞MY INFINITE FASINATION: POETRY∞

NVM

I'm up one second
And I've hit rock bottom the next
I feel so complicated
I don't know who to text
I've been alienated by my very best friend
I always start where I begin
At the end
Of my rope
And I'm losing all hope

I know that I'll never be back to normal
What I was, just because I didn't know
Even if I'm dressed up all formal
I can't tell if it's a wedding
Or a funeral

I only wish to have a positive effect
But words, they have a habit of twisting around my neck
And now that the truth's out that I'm dying oh what the heck?
I might as well inform you
That I want to say goodbye
And if you left I'd have no reason
Now that I know I can not fly

But please try

I want to save you but you swat me away
And it goes like this about everyday
I know there's gotta be a better way
I'm tryna save you but I forgot to say

I can't swim
You're drownin
The ocean
Will swallow us both

They say there are a lot of fish in the sea
But they don't mean as much to me

Maybe tomorrow we'll forget about it all
Maybe we'll float to the top
But the problem is how one can reverse a fall
Can't breath, can't sleep, can't stop