It's always been with him, he's always had it... The paranoia was there as long as he could remember but at first it was just a little lingering feeling something suspended in the air. As he grew it grew with him it never left him.... Always in the back of his mind and in time it began to take hold and cement itself, now he's afraid to let go because he uses his paranoia as a motivation somehow. Turning it into passion and dedication, he's now on his way to serve his nation so that no one else has to grow in the fear he has always worried that someone might blow up on him, literally. Always feeling like something is following him always afraid to look over his shoulder, but he will always keep running never stop because if whatever it was following him caught him he didn't know what would happen. But he needs the rush he needs the fear because without it he may see his world crumble, and he can't let that happen even if it means a gothic castle crumbling into a utopia, after all... Leaving behind the only thing you've ever known is never easy.
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Inner Demons
RandomThese are the demons that haunt so many... At least these are the ways I see them. So I suppose the he might be me, but maybe it's someone else. I just need to put this down somewhere I've spent almost 17 years with these thoughts running through my...
