My oppa, my hero.
"The breakfast is ready!" Ate Aimie said happily, she's my older cousin.
"I'll be there in a moment." I said.
I still can't believe what happened. I'm just a fangirl, supporting and waiting for my bias to leave the army.
I'm a fan of him since he became an artist, I didn't even saw him once because that damn ocean is separating us.
But then, one day, he need to leave us. He needed to leave his fans for the sake of their country.
The war ended in our country. Mom and I were bleeding, shouting for help. I don't know where my dad is that time.
Someone said that there will be some korean army who'll help us.
That time, everyone was so scared.
There are so many bombs that is blasting and many people were dying. Mom and I, we can't do anything, all we can do is to cry for help.
We're sitting on a cold land that is full of blood.
But then, a hero came. My oppa came. My bias came.
He helped me to reach the truck so we can go to a safe place. I'm still crying that time, mixed emotions.
Happiness, I can't believe I saw him in person, I can't believe he held my hand.
Frustration and loneliness, I can't find my dad, mom is not in my side, and the people in our country were dying.
But then I saw him. I saw him in personal, the person I really wanted to see for my whole life.
"Oppa please take my hand!" I shouted to my bias.
All of the korean army is going to their truck, but not him.
He's still helping the others--
but then we needed to go.
There will be the biggest bomb that will make my country erased in the map.
"Oppa, please take it! Im begging you!" I shouted while I can feel my tears falling down, my heart beating so fast.
It can't be--
No..
IT CAN'T BE!
The truck started and we are getting far from him.
The last thing I saw was a big blast and a fire attacked my oppa.
"NO!" I shouted and cry at the same time while looking back at his position.
No, no, no.
This can't be happening.
Please tell me that this isn't real.
There's no way..
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I woke up with a white room and my cousin sleeping at my side.
I cried when I remembered my bias.
He's my inspiration, he's my everything.
He's the one who can make me happy even he's not at my side, He can make me laugh even I dont want to laugh anymore.
Just a little funny pose of him in a photo is making me crazy and fall for him more.
But, he's gone!
He's totally gone..
He left us! I know im not the only one who loves him but also the other fangirls like me. It was awful.
