Pebbles on road (poetry collection)

Some so called friends;by rebeca

hey everyone i really dont know why i wrote this but it was like i was just holding the pen and someone else was writing.but its me(its a little dipressive one)

Some so called friends

they dont love me,

i cant believe

it took so much for me to see

they complimented me just to keep me heart

and i kept fooling myself

they tore my heart and threw it apart

all the words were a big lie

i have lumps in my throat

i just want to die

its somthing heavy on my little chest

inside i am broken

i heard the words that were unspoken

when i was happy they were all there

pretending to be by my side

and when i was screwed none of them actually cared

the whole day i waited for there call,and at night i cried.

guess they will never know

what they did was not fair

but i'll never show

my tears will be hidden behind the curtains of my hair

by;rebeca (this one is dedicated to some old school long lost friends)

(i just read it and realized that people may get confused after reading it so i think i should enter the year when i wrote it 2006)