*last thing that happened*
*time skip*
I cut myself, for the billionth time this week, I haven’t been outside in weeks, Isabelle won’t even talk to me, All i did was have feelings,... I can’t do this anymore
I went into the bathroom and grabbed my sister’s pain pills, i looked at the bottle, i went outside and walked toward the lake that is a couple of minutes away, when i finally got there there was no one there,
To: Izzybear: Isabelle, i don’t know what i did, all i did was have feelings, i guess they were too much irdk anywhore I am sorry i was ever your friend, i’m sorry i brought you pain, it will be better if I’m not in this world anymore, Good bye Isabelle, I love you
~Marcus
To: mum: Mum, i love you so much, you deserve a better son, i am so sorry, I love you, remember that, Don’t forget me?
~Marcus
To: dad: Dad, I love you, I’m sorry i wasn’t a better son, I love you, Don’t miss me ~Marcus
I poured the bottle into my mouth and slowly, the life faded out of my body
*end of dream*
holy shit, i need to talk to Izzy
To:Izzybear: Hey i need you can you come oveR?~Mar
From:Izzybear: yup otw! ~IZZAY!
I opened my window and soon enough izzy was jumping through
she saw my upsettedness and hugged me
*new part*
“Marcus, what's wrong?”
“I had a nightmare” I started bawling,
she soothed me she knows exactly how to...
“shhh it was just a dream, do you wanna talk about it?”
I shook my head
“well then lets watch a movie”
we put in the little mermaid, that is our favorite film,
“Hey... mar?”
“hmm?” the movie was just coming to our favorite part, where she is in her hideaway and is singing
“do, uhmm, I like this guy, but i don’t know how to tell him, what should i do?”
“well depends, how does he act around you? how do you feel about him?”
“He’s my everything, my best friend, my world, I think i might actually love him, he goes through everything with me, he understands, he holds me when i’m upset, He is amazing, and i don’t know that he likes me back...”
“wow, he sounds like a good guy”
I wanted to break, she sounds so sure of this other guy... why can’t she see, that i love her? that she’s my world?
got out of bed and walked to the window, my back to her, i felt fresh tears make their way down my face
“Marcus? are you okay?” I hastily wiped my tears and turned around
“yeah, yeah, so this guy, how does he act around you?”
“he treats me like i’m his best friend, nothing more” she’s killing me
“I don’t know, but he’s a lucky guy”
she smacked me over the head
“Hey! what was that for?”
“the guy is you you doof!” she pulled me in for a hug and kissed me lightly It felt so right, it’s what i have been waiting for for who knows how long
