Pangarap Lang Kita

*Additional*

After 2 weeks nga po pala nung inamin sa akin ni Jp na hindi na sya nanliligaw, tinanong nya ako kung pwedeng umulit ulit.

Kung pwede ba daw maging mag M.U. Kami. So ako akala ko okay na, pero ako go pa din. Pumayag ako.

MU kami.

Madalang siya magtext. Pero sweet.

I can still remember nagtext sa akin si Angelica. Katext nya daw si jp. Ganito ung convo nila:

Ange: Tulog ka na.
Jp: Mamaya pa, Sabay pa kami ni BebeAvz.

BebeAvz is me. Ganon nila ako tawagin e. Sweet di ba?

Malimit kaming magpansinan sa school.

After 2weeks, things really don't work between the two of us. Wala. Tinigil na namin.

Then yun. We can finally say we moved on.

After 2 months tinanong na ako ni Ace kung pwede ba daw maging kami.

2nd year HS, nakakatext ko na din si Ace. Pero  friendly text lang. Tapos nung May din nagpaparamdam siya ng something. But yea, mas matimbang dati si Jp. Si ace din yung hinanap ko sa III-St. Jude na section from the story.

And nung hindi na kami MU ni Jp. Saka ko inentertain si Ace.

The moment he asked me kung pwede maging kami I said yes. (August 2012)

Until now (2016) we're still together.

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Jp naman yon. Moved on.

Naging sila ni Angelica November 2012. Yea, Angelica my friend.

Okay lang naman sa akin yun. Okay na naman kami ulit ni Jp. And hindi kami nagkatampuhan ni Ange because of that. Lalake lang yun, bestfriends kami.

Pero nagbreak din sila bago mag fourth year.

Nung fourth year August, naging sila ulit. But before mag college nag break ulit.

And now 2016. May sari sarili na ulit silang love life.

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Sa nangyare sa amin ni jp, yung storya namin dun ko narealize na hindi ka hahayaan ni God sa hindi compatible sayo.

Jp and I will make a very good and fun friendship. Pero hindi as a couple.

God never let things to work between me and Jp, because God knows there's someone who can make things works better for me.

And hindi lahat ng katapusan, emd na.

You broke up with your boyfriend, its just another way of God telling you "He's not for you." Or "Things will work better between you and this (guy)."

God will grant you someone whose the best compatible for you!!!

Pag nag break "Walang Forever" na agad? Wag ganon. All you have to do is to wait.

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Another realization:

If it's not for you, its not for you.

Fate/God/Wherever/Whoever/Whatever you believe in, will make a way para hindi mangyare ang hindi para sayo :)