I gazed at the distance
Not really knowing what I want to see
The sky is painted with blue and orange
The light and dark are struggling
One wants to stay
While the other wants to take over
To welcome another day
It feels like nature is mocking how I feel
I stare blankly into this horizon
Devoid of any clouds
Just that splash colors
I can feel the heat of the morning sun
Kissing my damp skin
As it slowly rises in the horizon
I can feel my lungs struggling to supply my body with oxygen
I have run to the point the point of exhaustion
The lactic acid is building up in my body
I run up to the far end of the boulevard
I can feel my legs shaking
My feet are sore
My eyes are red
From this early morning run
And my last night’s cry
That one status that rocked my world
Shock the very cradle where I keep my emotions
My longing for a love that was neither found nor lost
Star-crossed story, simply because of feeling left untold
That one statement that shed the tears
The tears that I kept inside all this years
One night of terrible out pouring
I wallow in indignation
As voices of regret and dismay eat me up
I love him so, and if only he knew
And now he is getting married
Fate has sealed the final verdict
For him and me
And the things left untold
