Prologue
"Please don't leave me!" I sobbed into his now tear soaked t-shirt. I looked into his eyes and all I saw was love and compassion. I never imagined my life to turn out like this
"You know I don't want to Kirs" he sighs then adds "but I HAVE TO, don't you get it?! I LOVE you Kirs so much that it hurts to leave you" he plants a kiss on my forehead and murmurs "But I have to" planting another a kiss on my now parted lips
"I love you too Jace" my voice came out muffled by his hungry lips. My vampire kidnapper kissing me was not the reason I was scared. It was the fact that we were kissing like we would never see each other again. We broke apart breathless
I looked around and saw other couples doing the same thing. While the other women had no hope for their partner's safe return, I however had still that amount of hope that Jace would come home safe. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear Jace calling my name. I turned towards him again and saw his forehead creased as it was like he was trying to read my mind. I slowly reached out and put my hand gently on his creased forehead and gently caressed it.
"What were you thinking in that pretty little head of yours, shorty" he said trying to lighten up the mood
I shaked my head 'I am not going to tell you" I stuck my tongue out at him
He chuckled softly reminding me of our carefree times together. A frown immediately came upon my face. So I hid my face in his chest so he wouldn't see it. But I was too late
He grabbed my chin so I would look at him "If you're worrying about me returning safe or not then don't, ok?" he says softly
'It was like he read my mind' I thought
I looked away again and said "What IF you don't Jace!" "Your the reason my heart beats, your the reason I'm breathing right now, your the reason I even stayed in this place, you are now officially my love, my life, and most importantly my EVERYTHING" I yelled
He grabbed my chin again and forced me to look at those gorgeous silver eys of his, he tapped my nose lightly and said "That was suppose to be my speech Kirs, was suppose to be saying that to you" he sighs and kisses my forehead again "But you beat me to it. But don't you ever deny that my dead and cold heart that you melted beats for you and ONLY YOU!"
I looked into his eyes and I saw truth there. I looked around again and saw the other men saying their last goodbyes to their partners.
'This was it, this may be my last moments with Jace' I thought bitterly
Doubting if Jace was still going to return I grabbed Jace's now surprised face and kissed him like I never did before, kissed him like I've always wanted, kissed him like it was our last moments together, kissed him with my very being, kissed him like we were only the people in the whole universe. We broke away panting. I looked to his eyes, the EYES that made me fall in love with him in the first place. There I saw hope, love, anxiety and worst of all FEAR. But I knew the fear wasn't for his safety, it was for mine. That was all I needed to see for me to regain all hope. I pecked his slightly swollen lips one last time and whispers
"I love you Jace, never ever forget that please, and please be safe. FOR ME. For our FUTURE"
"I WILL come back Kirs, I'll come back for you and for our future. And I love you too so much"
'This was it, this moments might be my last with Jace' I thought
I sigh and waited for him to say the words. THE WORDS. That would mean that he would leave and never come back to me again
He chuckles "If your waiting for me to say goodbye, I won't because this isn't a goodbye it's a see you later typer of thing"
"Ok Jace, I'll wait for you 'till the end of time" I knew it was cliche but it was also the truth. And he knew that
He pecks my lips again and slowly lets go of my hand. I never actually realized that our hads were interwined. I watched as the man I love slowly leaves me, I watched his now retreating back and every step away from me he took slowly broke and tore my heart. I looked around and saw women crying helplessly. DESPERATELY. I felt a few tears come out from my red eyes but I wiped them away. 'I won't cry' I promised myself.
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