sometimes i'll lay down
and i'll forget that i'm laying down because i'm alive
because being alive is laying down
but
laying down all the time is being dead
with that logic
would it mean that those sometimes i lay around
i'm dead for just a little bit
i feel like i lay around a lot
like i'm forgetting how to live
but i don't even know what it's like to be dead
so what am i trying to remember