SILVER WOLF BLACK HEART

Chapter 2

12 years later

Blade helped me walk back home after my fight in school today .some dumb slut thought I wanted her boy friend and slapped me .so me being me I punched her in her plastic little nose !

Blade laughed through the whole thing but then again it was very amusing she thought I wanted some dumb jock like Jason !sure he's a good looking but he's a bully a jerk and a lot of mean words I'm not allowed to say

Besides I like how blade looks much better he is amazingly god like he's well him and I just love that about him he doesn't let anyone tell him other wise he's my best friend he was there when my mom died he's always been there for me always

"Blade can I ask you something"

"Sure jay what is it"

"How come you hang out with me when your other friends want to hang out with you to I I just don't want you to feel obligated to hang out with me "

"What do you mean I love hanging out with you! Do you not want to hang out with me?"

"Blade that's not what I'm asking and you know it all your friends say that you hang out with me to much and that I'm a disgrace whatever that means but they say you shouldn't waste your time with being my friend and th that ill only drag you down with me and I'm starting to believe them blade you should "

I was so devastated I couldn't even finish my sentence I would miss him so so much

"Don't even finish your sentence jaylin Marie fields just don't I won't listen my friends are dumb and they only care about them selfs you have lost a lot and only tell me your feelings and I'm not going to just betray you jaylin your the most important thing I have even more than myself I promised your mother jaylin your mother so don't say anything I will be here wether you like it or not "

God this guy I've known him for years my entire life yet he still surprises me every time

"Jesus blade why are you doing this I can't even finish the sentence anyway but god I've always thought you were crazy now I have proof you my friend are mental" I said trying to change the subject it worked he didn't even notice because a girl called him mental

"Jay I'm not mental I'm over protective we've been over this " wait for it "wait you we're just changing the subject weren't you"

"Yep"popping the p

"Well you are certainly good at it ms.fields" wow did he just call me ms.fields

"Really wow just wow blade"I put up my hand and walked away fight off any apology he tried to give me and kept walking till I was outside his house since my dads like never around I live with blade and his parents I know what your thinking and its not like that after my mom died my dad stopped taking care of me and blades parents already thought of me as family so I stay here . As I walk in blades mom comes over to me and gives me a hug I have no clue as to why so I ask

"What's going on "

"Hun your dad died we just got the call I'm so sorry" as she said this I ran upstairs to blades room where he was listening to music while he did his home work like everyday what was different was he had it half way off his head as if he was listening as soon as I came in he turned in his chair and opened his arms I didn't hesitate and ran into them and cried while he held me for hours till darkness took over

About three hours later I woke up still in blades arms he was staring at me smiling he hadn't noticed I woke up yet I could have sworn he said "I love you jaylin" but it could have been my sleeping brain playing tricks on me I slowly opened my eyes as if I had just woken up but blade knows me to well and looked at me expecting questions but didn't get any so he brushed it off

"Jay I'm so sorry about your dad" he was looking at me as if he knew I would just ignore him which I did

"Blade let go of me I don't wanna talk and I'm still pissed at you"

Blade knows I never cry I haven't cried since I was six when my mom died and never again I promised I would never show weakness in front of anyone blades an exception because he can read me like a book so no help there