Sometimes, when I'm not doing anything and my brain starts to calm down, it chokes me.
You think about it and no matter how hard you push, sometimes it doesn't want to be put in the box at the back of your mind.
That's the worst part, not being able to escape...
That is why, we have to keep busy, never let the mind rest because if it does you start drowning again.
You want to tell your friends, sometimes, so that you can unload it and then you won't be the only one squirming under the pressure of knowing, but, a part of you doesn't want to burden them, so they can move freely and innocently through life and never have to deal with what you deal with on a daily basis.
It's always there, pushing at the edges of your thoughts, not letting you forget.
Your minds eye never eases what you have seen and you keep going back to it, thinking, could I have done anything differently? Could I have said something earlier?
Said 'no' a little sooner.
YOU ARE READING
Short Stories
Teen Fiction* these are just a bunch of short stories. ---- UPDATES will be randonm ----- they dont have themes, its really just whatever pops into mind. Okay i hope to whoever is reading this that you enjoy it. :) xx
