What am I doing
Is this really right for me
Why am I so blind
Someone help me see
Why is this happening
What did I do
Why can't you admit
That it's your fault too
This decision that I'm making
the most important in my life
Maybe it will help
To live with no more strife
I feel like what I'm doing
Makes me someone bad
But I'm tired of living
Everyday so sad
This is so hard
I don't know what to say
I'm afraid of what will happen
When I leave my house today
I feel horrible
All I do is cry
What I really want the most
Is To just give up and die
God help me
I'm very very scared
I am blessed to have someone
Who takes the time to care
Sometimes it's not worth it
To give me the light of day
All I'll do is hurt them
Then they'll push me away
