The lonely girl
When you say your lonely I'm always there. When you post on social media that you want someone to be your "cuddle buddy" I'm always there.
When you say you want someone to tell you it's going to be alright I always did.
But you never saw me.
When you wanted to see me all you saw was someone who tried to get with you.
But I didn't I feel in love with you. And I don't care about your problems I will take you the way you are.
I love you but you didn't see.
You were blind to what you didn't want to see and only saw what was going wrong and you could have fixed things for us if you just opened your eyes and saw that I was standing there. I loved you and still do but I don't know if when you see me I'll see you its beena while now and things got better. Then they got worse again. But got better. And worse again. Its like a coster of emotions up and down and all around one day you love me the next you love me but a different love a love where im here but you arnt. You say you love me but when it comes down to it i dont feel the same way i did when we first started dating. Back then it was constant emjies and saying i love you. Now its idk and ok and every now and then an emojie but thats it. I love you but i dont feel the love back. You say you love me but i dont feel your love now like i did when we started dating. I love you more then anything. I love you more then i love a friday night with a two letter of coke a large pizza and halo on the xbox with twenty one pilots on. I kill for those nights but i love you more i love you more then the feeling of cleaning your ears with a qtip. I could go on for hours apon hours days even. I love every bit of you your flaws to your habits to you quirks. I love the dip in your back you get when you lay down i love how you do weird things when you get nervous. I love the look you give me when you catch me starring at you. I love you
