~I've Tried~
If I die before I wake,
I pray to lord my soul to take,
I have tried many times before
but this time I've locked the door
The smile I fake
why don't you care about me for god sake?
My body falls cold to the floor
carpet now stained crimson red.
So many time before I have I fled.
I've tried so very hard to stay
but I saw it as a game.
A game of change.
But as I played, it sent me into a rage
I watch my image fade
as my body fraide
I've given up,
I'm done with this game.
I've trade my life for more
only to have it torn
I've given into the temptation
The razor so nice and dull
I have paid the unforgivable toll
I've waited to long
and I can't be strong
I 've tried so hard
and did not get far
My life is now gone,
forever lost,
My body empty of blood
my soul trying to run,
but the electric shock of life makes just as fun
and all harder to run.
I don't want to go back and live
were love is lost
I've searched for many years
only to experience more tears
I've given so much
and lost many more
My soul is nothing, because now its torn
I stand over my body, lying on the floor
a pool of red covering the scars
I'm tired of chasing after you, like a car.
I've given you my all,
helping you to stand tall,
I've give into your temptation
only to learn how to fall,
I've tried so many times to give you it all
but so many times did I fall.
I've given you many chances before,
but now its your turn to take the role
