Hardest To Love⚜🌄

Chapter 16

Austin's p.o.v:

This is too much to handle

I cant believe she just did that
I drank my whole shot once,feeling my throat burning af

Then i rushed out of the club to get some fresh air

Just breathe
C'mon you can do it

It kept replaying it in my head
Another guy...touching becky

Inhale...
Exhale...

Another.guy.laying. a.fuxking.hand.on.her

"AHH" I growled and hit my car's hood with my fist making a loud sound

Dammit now there's a bent on my car

I placed my hands on my car,looking down while deep breathing

keep it cool
Breathe
Aha there ya go

Again all the anger inside me grew bigger

"Austin"becky whispered from behind me

All of my anger just flew away
Dammit her voice calms me so much

Then i remembered the scene

"Look-..."
"Save it"i snapped turning back

She looked a bit scared

I looked away and sighed,running my hands through my hair

"I'm sorry"she looked down
I could see tears forming in her eyes even though it's dark outside

I can't even be mad at her just for a minute

I sighed once again already regretting for snapping at her

"Look Becky i have anger issues... I could've killed him.look at that"i pointed at the dent i just made with my fist on my car's hood

She gasped still with tears in her eyes

Last time i told a girl i have anger issues she backed away and left me

And this is not on my hand .Dave did this to me. Remember i told you I'd been trained since i was 12?

Yeah that's it.that was a part of my training. They tortured me bc they wanted me to be aggressive and to be a cold hearted... But i didn't want to become one.so i was fighting it.that caused me to get anger issues.