Just Not Friends

Part 25

Randhir found sanyu's diary...He turned some pages en found his name
written by her....
"Randhir my first love"....
He frozed for a sec,Then looked at sanyu who was sleeping peacefully...
He decided to continue reading..
Randhir my bestest friend....I remember i was the one who wasnt liking
him in childhood,coz my parents were loving him more than me....Okay i
was being loved by his parents more En i used to feel proud of
that....slowly and gradualy he became my friend like never
before,after mumma papa's death He became my supporter,friend,rescuer
everythng..(randhir smiled)
Now it has been more than 18yrs we are
together......Fighting,smiling.,playing together En dont know when my
feelings got changed for him...Dont know when i started wishing to be
with him always,to take my every step with him..
It was me who used to say that love is a very stupid thing to my frnds
but when same emotions started growing in my heart more than frndship
i became confused..
My mind groaned its an addiction yet my heart proved it wrong when he
left to mumbai for his job..
I was restless...Everything seemed boaring arround me without
him....Althoughwe were connected through call,chat still i was dying
to be in his side every time...Then i realised yeah i actualy love
him....this wasn't my addiction..
I was really very happy and to my luck i got an internship in
Mumbai.....Thiswas like my dream came true...First to be a fashion
designer , second to be with randhir forever..
I came to mumbai , my excitement had no boundry......itwas justified
too afterall i decided to tell him what is in my heart..
But i couldn't as rd confessed that he love vids....I wasnt sad coz he
was happy........
its not necessary if i fall for him then he should fall for me too...I
tried to stop myself at the boundry of frndship but failed......So i
decided to forget my first love.....
He is pure in heart definately deserves to get the girl whom he loves....
I know vids isnt comfortable with our frndship so i tried to keep a
distance from him..coz i dont want to be a wall inbetween them..
Also i would never confess my feelings to rd,i cant afford to loose
him not even in my worst dream...I accepted the fact he is with me not
in my fate...
Rd took a long breath while staring the page blankly..
He couldnt decide whether he should be happy or should curse for
claiming himself as her bestie ,who failed to notice her emotions in
her eyes..
He caressed the pages dreamily en smiled as the each n every word was
meant for him...
Dawn Arised...
Sanyu yawned in sleep opening her lashes slightly en got a blurred
vision of rd,who was looking at her..
He had not slept the whole night as he was busy in feeling her love
towards him by her every word and rest of the tym he drank her beauty
without moving his gaze from her face..
Tu itni jaldi uth gaya..?she asked rubbing her eyes..
He didnt answer.
Sanyu looked at the watch...
Shit 7baj gaye...mujhe aaj jaldi jana tha,tu fresh ho jaa mai
breakfast ready karti hun....she was about to got off from the bed..
He pulled her back to him , made her sit on his lap slidding his arms
arround her waist........
Kya kar raha hai,chod..she tried to free herself but his hold was way
too strong..
Teri ek chiz mere pass hai,leke jaa..he mouthed pulling her close..
kya...she raised her brow in confusion..
And Next moment He forwarded her diary to her..
She gasped in shock en immediately looked towards her pillow..
He sensed her state of mind...
What if he had read all these..her mind growled..
No..no...he must not have read this..her heart answered..
She was feeling embrassed en his next sentence paused her senses..
Kabhi bataya kyun nahi..?he mumbled near her ear..
She bit her lips closing her eyes..
Kya maine tujhe kabhi kaha ki mai tujhe nahi samjhunga,jo tu ye diary
pe time waste karti thi..he chipped again in an ice cold voice..
Thus threatening her more,her heartbeats started running faster in a
fear to lose hm..
Rd office late ho jayega..she stammered..
He made her turn to him En lifted her chin up with his finger......
She hesitatingly looked at him,while his orbs were filled with
emotions..His hand made his way to her nape as he joined their
forehead...
She closed her eyes when he captured her lips sucking them slowly,
pulling her more in to him...He smiled between the kiss as she too
responded slowly with equal passion..