Don't tell him {Harry Styles}

09: everytime i see her

Harry's POV:

I couldn't believe it , I couldn't believe I have marie back
Our hands are together and I'm holding her like I never want to let her go , and I will never let her go again
We both walked down stairs to the backyard of my big house and everyone is looking at us
I see my friends smiling at us , except Louis which is taking a long zip of his whiskey emotionless

-hey , you two - Niall said excited hugging us
I smiled at my blonde friend and marie giggled
-I have to do something , I'll be right back - I whispered at her ear and she nodded giving me a long kiss full of passion and I almost dropped my pants
-I will be back - I stupidly smiled at her and then walked to where Kendall was

I could see hope on Kendall's eyes
-Harry - she said with a big smile touching my chest but I grabbed her hands
-I'm so sorry Kendall , but you have to understand - I said and she looked down -I'm really sorry - I said and I walked back to marie but Some friends stopped me and we're talking to me about some gossip stuffs
I wasn't paying attention to them
I was focused on the way the lads were nodding at something marie was saying and looks pretty serious, Louis put a hand on the small of Marie's back and he whispered something in her ear , marie nodded and they both walked upstairs back in the house

I tried not to focus on them but is impossible , I don't like the way Louis is looking at her

-excuse me - I said to my friends and I went right upstairs
I steeped inside the house but I couldn't see Louis Or marie -

I heard some voices and they are coming from one of the rooms
I walked through the hallway till I finally found the room

-just admit it - I heard Louis saying angrily
I get closer to the closed door to hear better
-no , because there's nothing to admit - marie said frustrated
- I was all this months there for you , was me , not Harry - Louis said really mad
-you are my friend Louis , you know I love Harry - marie said and I felt proud of marie saying that she loves me
-we had something marie, we have something , you have to admit you feel it too - Louis said and my heart broke inside my chest
I heard marie crying and that annoys me
I wanted to step inside the room but marie talked
-I was hurt and alone , nothing happened between us Lou, you are my best friend and I fucking appreciate everything you have done for me , and I love you but like a brother - marie said and I felt a big relief
-so when we kissed in the hospital it didn't mean anything to you huh , or when we had sex , and let me remind you it wasn't just 1 time marie - Louis said and my mouth dropped
-you know Harry was having an affair with Kendall , I felt really bad and I confused my feelings - Marie said tired
I felt some tears falling down my face and I couldn't avoid them , they were falling down my face endlessly
I don't know why it hurts so bad ... I know I'm acting selfish because I did have sex with Kendall and some random girl ... But the fact that my best friend had sex with the girl I love hurts
And now Louis want her to leave me , he knows how much I love marie and he want me to be miserable
Did Marie broke up with me to be with Louis? Every time Louis left every month was because he was seeing marie ? All those rumors I tried to convince myself were false were true
They did had something
Marie left me because of Louis ?

I opened the door without thinking twice and they both looked at me with their eyes wide open
I cleaned my tears and I see marie crying too , see is sitting in the bed and she's looking at me straight in the eyes
I know she never regrets anything she do but I know she regret this , I know it hurts but she don't say anything because she respect me so much to let me speak and she will answer any question
Those are one of the lot of things I love of her
I cannot be mad at her , and I will never be mad at her , is impossible
In the other hand .,.. Louis

-Harry... I can explain , it's not what it looks like -Louis said and I just looked at marie
-it is what it looks like , we had an affair - marie barely said with sorry in her eyes - we all do stupid stuff Harry , but don't you think I left you to go run to Louis because it wasn't like that
-so then what ? - I said staring at every move marie make
She breaths deeply
-I had to get away from you , I had no option - marie said holding the tears -Louis was there for me the whole time , was a difficult time for me and i know it wasn't a excuse to sleep with your best friend - she said and I looked up at Louis
-you told me marie didn't wanna talk to me and that she hates me , why were you lying ? - I said serious to Louis and Marie's eyes filled with tears
Louis just stayed there speechless
-Louis , please leave - I asked mad and Louis walked toward the door slapping the door behind him
-you fucked Kendall, and I fucked your best friend ...... I couldn't take that phrase out of my mind this whole time , I'm so sorry , I never mean to hurt you - she said and I took a seat beside her

The thing I most like about us is that we discuss our problems like people , not fighting like animals in a war

-I'm sorry for having sex with Kendall but you know that the fact that you had sex with my best friend hurts .... - I said and I took her hand in mine
She smiled at me
-I'm sorry baby - she said softly
-how many times ? - I asked fearful
-just twice - she said honestly
-we can fix this , it's ok , we weren't in a relationship , we were stupid and we know how loyal we are - I said kissing the back of her hand
I don't like fighting with her , I hate making her cry and I love solving our problems so peacefully

Marie put a hand on my face and she cleaned the tears falling down my face
-I love you baby - she said and I felt butterflies
-I love you too - I said and I leaned to kiss her

Her cellphone ringing and I started kissing her neck
Marie reached her phone and looked at the screen
-is Jess , I have to pick up sorry - she said and I just nodded while leaning down in the bed of the guests room
-hi Jess - she answered while leaning down with me and resting her head on my chest -yeah , course , I'm on my way - she said and the she hung up
-I have to go baby - she said kissing my chest and hugging me tightly , I hugged her back
-baby , stay - I said tracing his spine
-I'm sorry baby , tomorrow I will , I swear , but believe me , you will sleep over at my house tomorrow - she giggled nervous and I looked at her confused
-alright - I said kissing her forehead

We both walked to the front door and she kissed me goodbye
-Marie - I called her when she was about to walk out of the big wood door and she turned to look at me
-are we..... You know .... Back together ? - I asked nervously and she giggled
Marie walked to me and grabbed my face with her tiny hands
-absolutely -she said and then she kissed me with all the passion in the world