LWAYSC Side Stories

Side Story 2 - His Confession on my Death

HIS CONFESSION ON MY DEATH

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! Huhuhuhu!! Ranz! Paano na to?? Nakakainis! Nawalan kami ng internet connection at ngayon hindi ko mapapasa yung report natin kay Prof. Craia! Waahh, paano na yan?? Wala akong report!" nakakainis naman tong babaeng to. Kanina pa ako ginugulo.

"You know Erah, try mong tumahimik and think of a solution. Kasi walang magagawa yang kakangawa mo sa akin sa pagtapos ng report mo." sabi ko and returned to the book that I'm reading but I was too distracted by her mumbling kaya hindi ko na naiintindihan ang binabasa ko.

"Will you shut the hell up?" sigaw ko sa kanya and she pouted at me. Parang bata, nakakainis.

"Eh kasi naman Ranz..." she trailed off pero hindi na tumuloy and I just looked at her. Studying her, while sitting beside me, both hand on her chin and with a pout on her face. I hate this girl, kung hindi ko lang siya kabatch, I'll say na she's a stupid and a coo coo brained girl by the way she acts pero it's completely the opposite of what she can do. I shooked my head. She's just too childish sometimes.

"You know what, I know that you can do it. After all, you're very intelligent, more intelligent than Iam. So please Erah. Just please, stop bugging me." sabi ko sa kanya ng mahinahon and she sighed. Tumayo siya sa upuan niya at lumabas ng room. She had her sad face on, I know, I saw it and hindi ko yun maalis sa isip ko but then I tried to erased it and immerse myself into the book again.

ERAH'S POV

"Sigh" nakakainis naman. I hate myself! Anyway, totoo na hindi ko pa tapos yung report ko na ipapasa kay Prof. Craia pero nakausap ko na siya tungkol dun and she gave me some time until tomorrow kaya I don't have to worry about things. Pero, I just used it as my excuse para makausap siya.

Lagi nalang kasi siyang nagbabasa. Parang nerd na bookworm na walang salamin na gwapo? I mean, oh yes, may gusto ako sa kanya.Cause he's just too kind , handsome and intelligent kahit hindi minsan kita yung kind side niya. Halata naman di ba?

Nakakalungkot lang kasi kahit ilang ulit ako magpapansin sa kanya parang wala parin.I dunno what will I do. Kung paano ko siya mapapatingin sa akin kahit once lang? Ang hirap and I feel like giving up. I'm trying too hard na and it's almost 4 years ko na itong ginagawa but no progress at all. I even gave up my commitment na I will no longer have close ones except for my family para maging close lang siya. But, it's useless.

Napasandal nalang ako dun sa railing sa may bench na inuupuan ko habang nakatingin sa malawak na field na nasa harapan ko. Kailan kaya ako makakatakbo ulit? And the next thing I knew, ay tumayo na ako at pumunta sa field and start running as fast as I could.

RANZ'S POV

It's been two weeks since I've last seen her and wala man lang balitang sinasabi ang mga prof. namin tungkol sa kanya.

"Sigh." nakakainis naman kasi parang I always anticipate that every morning, she will be sitting beside me and saying good morning like it's the end of the world. Bugs me kapag hindi pa niya nagagawa yung mga reports niya and projects. Talking to me like I was her bestfriend and all. Pero wala siya ngayon and I kinda admit na I miss what she does... Scratch that, I miss her.

"So, in order to love a person completely, you need attraction and that's how our universe works in order to make planets, stars and other heavenly bodies... through attraction." sabi ng Prof. namin and I just listened. Hinahalintulad niya kasi ang origin of the universe sa love, which is, according to him na mas madali kaming makakarelate.

But I think I'm not one of those people. Na madaling makakarelate with that example pero si Erah, I think na magugustuhan niya to.

Naalala ko nga nung first na ginamit ni prof. yung 'love' na topic sa pag-explain sa isang theory and it's about love daw na like the theory, is hard to understand dahil kahit ayaw na ng tao na maattract sa isa pa to create that thing called 'love', they can't help it cause it's inevitable So, it will either harm them or benefit them. But they can't stop it no matter what the result is. Well, I forgot what he actually said but hindi ko malilimutan ang reaction ni Erah nun. It's like, can even play it in my head for thousands of times and not even in a minute, will I forgot it.