Raura why do I bother if your gonna break my heart

Chapter 17

Laura's PoV
So far he has just been talking about himself it is never 'I want to know more about you' it's always me me me I just want to get up and leave
Luke: you listening
Laura: (lies) yeah
Luke: good now where was I oh yeah
I just zoned out I can't listen to him anymore I guess Ross was right but I'm not hurt but he is right what if I get hurt again I couldn't live with the pain anymore
End of PoV
Ross PoV
She left she went on the date anyway I can't believe it why do I miss her so much we are only friends that's what she said my thoughts were cut off wen my phone started ringing I saw the caller id was Calum so I answered oh yeah me and him are friends now
Ross: what's up
Calum: I need help
Ross: with what
Calum: I'm planing a date for Raini
Ross: and
Calum: what should I do
Ross: something romantic or something that she likes
Calum: thanks (hangs up)
Calum hung up so I just went straight upstairs and stripped down to my boxers and got in bed and I fell asleep
End of PoV
Laura's PoV
Luke dropped me off at my house
Luke: do you want to go out again sometime
Laura: no thanks
Luke: fine your loss
Laura: (mutters) no it's not my loss
I just walked in my house and went straight upstairs I got into a white tank top with black shorts and got into bed as soon as my head touched the pillow I was out
End of PoV
Third person PoV
Ross and Laura haven't spoken since that night of Laura's date Ross is finding it hard to ignore Laura and laura just wants someone to help her with her problems she doesn't want to bother anyone she has also started cutting cause she is depressed
End of PoV
Laura's PoV
I have been cutting and it is nice when the blade touch my skin I'm happy it helps me now I have no best friend it was Ross but now he left but I told him i was in my bathroom cutting Vanessa was out with Riker they got back together Rydel was out and so was the other lynches besides Ross he was asleep. Me and Vanessa got forced to live with them again cause it isn't safe anyway I heard Ross wake up so I quickly hid the blade and came out the bathroom and change into a long sleeve top with a pair of ripped skinny jeans and black boots and my hair was up then I headed downstairs to make myself some breakfast
End of PoV
Ross PoV
I haven't told anyone this but I'm glad Laura is living with us again I have missed her I woke up and headed to the bathroom I took a shower and then changed into black jeans, red converse and a blue top I looked in the mirror and in the corner of my eye I saw something sharp and it was reddish I went to pick it up and my eyes widen it was a blade and it had blood on someone in this family is cutting I have to find out who
End of PoV