I started putting my
cigarettes
out on my skin
I was lost in pain
it was sharp and long
like a dagger going through my groin
I guess the shock
made me lose the thought
of your piercing eyes
and your words that spat venom
and all of the emotions I felt
I was in the moment
the pain
the agony
it was all worth it
because I started forgetting
and all I remembered
was the smell
of burnt flesh
and the emptiness I felt
when I had nothing to turn to
but my cigarettes
