I messed up
And I know that it isn’t ok
Nothing justifies what I did
and I don't expect you to forgive me
I wouldn’t forgive me
But I just want you to know that I’m sorry
I’m so sorry
I didn’t tell you because I knew this would be the result
I knew you would hate me
I know that you hate me
You don’t have to hide it from me
But when I did it I wasn’t thinking
I was just...
out of it
I don't even remember what happened
I know I told you I wouldn’t do it
but you were gone and I just wanted...
love?
attention?
I don’t even know
All I know is I went to the wrong person to get from
and used the wrong way to get it
The messed up thing is that I never got it
Then I realized you’re the only person I really want it from
I was just blind as hell and never realized it
But I realize it now
And I’m just asking you to please forgive me
