How Do I Love? (bxb)

Chapter 1

*Brendon's P.O.V*

I slowly walked up the steps to my new school, seeing the intimidating building gave me jitters. I tightened my grip on my jack and started towards the office C'mon Brendon.... Its just a school... Not a death penalty I thought to myself.

I walked into the office and looked at the indecent secretary "excuse me... Mrs..." I had to look at the name plate Alexandria Burns "Burns, I need my schedule and locker number" I stated politely. "Of course sir, name please" "Brendon Alester" "Ok here you go" she handed me the the schedule and Locker number and combination.

I walked up to my locker and saw a small guy about 5'1 to my 5'7 he had icey blue eyes and black, swoopy hair. He was wearing black jeans with chains on the, galaxy Vans, and a Pierce The Veil shirt. I quickly saw my locker was right next to his.

I walked up to my locker and opened it quickly. I looked over at him and decided to talk to him. "Hi, I'm Brendon" he looked at me as if suprised to see me talking to him. "Hey.... Im Ash" he looked me over analyzing my appearance of basically the same thing as him. I had my contacts in to make my eyes look red and that was pretty much our only difference, other than our shirts.

"Can you help me find my classes.... I have no idea where I'm going.... Im new" I asked him "Sure.... Let me see your schedule" I handed him the schedule, "We have first through 6th together, then you have art, which I can walk you to then we have last period together, so basically just follow me all day" he said as he looked up to me through his lashes.

So, I'm gay, and I'm developing a crush on this guy. He's so adorable. "Ok, can we be friends, Ash?" I asked somewhat awkwardly, he smiled and hugged me "of course" he grabbed my hand and started leading mr to first period, History.

P-1 HISTORY
P-2 PHYSICS
P-3 BIOLOGY
P-4 P.E
P-5 ELA
P-6 SPANISH II
P-7 ART
P-8 THEATRE ARTS

That's my schedule, when we gor into History the teacher decided no assigned seat, Ash and I sat in the back by a window talking about anime and other random things, "Hey Brendon, what's your favorite band" he asked while drawing a little anime dude, I sat there wonder why he wasnt in Art.

"It's gotta be.... Sleeping with Sirens or Pierve the Veil" I said watching him draw, damn... He's good... I thought as I looked at his drawing of Usui Takami from Kaichou Maid Wa Sama. (<<< great anime cx)

After History I followed Ash to second period, Physics. Ugh I hate physics. We walked into the room amd my cool gray eyes soon settles on a guy who had thrown a piece of paper at Ash's head. I looked at him and glared. What an ass I thought and Ash just continued to our seats with out a care in the world. I started humming the 5sos song playing in my earphones.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way tasted
And even though your friends tell me your doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you
Sometimes i start to wonder was it just a lie
If what we had was real how could you be fine
Cuz im not fine at all
I remember the you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that i could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories i never can escape
Cuz im not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me are still living in my phone
I admit i like to see them
I admit i feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why im not around
It hurts to know you're happy
(Yeah) It hurts that you've moved on
Its hard to hear your name when i havent seen you in so long
Its like we never happened was it just a lie
If what we had was real how could you be fine
Cuz im not fine at all
I remember the you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that i could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories i never can escape
If today i woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than i ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that i could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories i never can escape
Cuz im not fine at all
No im really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
Cuz im really not fine at all

~amnesia 5sos

"Hey Brendon.... Watcha humming there" Ash asked me. "Amnesia by 5sos" "THAT'S AN AMAZING SONG" Ash screamed at me, I gave him a faint smile.

* skip about 6-5 hours cx*

Ash and me had swapped numbers and now I was walking him home, figuring out he lived about 5-6 houses down I thought why not.

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Hey guys, so Meow has decided to join me on this story, she is going to write Ash's pov so woo

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