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chap 44 "statue'

Every teardrop is precious so better make sure that if you drop some, its worth crying for. Because you can never pick them up and put them back to your eyes.

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Chapter 44 “statue”

[RAVEN’s POV]

“Sinabi na namin sayo to stay away from Nami. Paano nalang kung napahamak siya? The Fukushima will surely cut their connections to us. Isa sila sa may malaking shares sa kompanya natin. We can’t lose them like that.” Dad is scolding me.

Nasa loob kami ng Black room with the rest of the Blacks. Nakatayo si Dad sa harapan habang pinapagalitan ako.

“Di ko naman kasalanan na nakilala ko siya. Kung di niyo sana plinano na e engage ako kay Nami, edi sana walang ganito. Why am I the only one to blame? I think you should also blame yourself Dad.” I answered him.

“Oo, may kasalanan din ako. Pero kahit ngayon lang? Kahit ngayon lang layuan mo siya. Matutuloy pa rin naman ang engagement niyo pag tapos na ang lahat ng problema. Di mo ba napapansin? The enemy doesn’t want you and Nami to be together. Inatake ka nila when Nami is with you. So just stay away from her. Just go back to her when everything is done.”

“Bakit dad? Sigurado ka bang buhay pa ako pagkatapos ng lahat nang to? Kung buhay man ako, sigurado ba akong may babalikan pa rin ako? Di ko naman pwedeng sabihin kay Nami na hintayin niya ako. May sarili din siyang buhay. Think of the entire possibilities dad! Marahil yun na ang huling pagsasama namin ni Nami. Do you know how hard it is to stay away from someone who made your life worth living for? Di mo alam kasi puro lang naman trabaho ang inisip mo.”

“I am doing it for your future.”

“Why? Do you think after all this mess may kinabukasan pang naghihintay sa akin? Alam kong alam mo Dad na kaya tayo tinutugis ng kalaban ngayon, dahil yun sa kasalanan mo noon. Ganyan naman palagi eh. Buhay ko naka depende parati sayo. I can’t have my own happiness dahil sayo. My life is a mess ng dahil sayo. Kung mamamatay man ako dahil din yun sayo.”

I know I am being too harsh. Nadala lang ako ng galit at lungkot na nararamdaman ko. Di niyo naman ako masisisi. I can’t even call this a life. This is hell!

Sasampalin na sa sana ako ni Dad kaso pinigilan ni Riston.

“Calm down you two.” Saway ni Lolo.

Tumayo ako at lumabas without saying a word. Ayaw ko ng palakihin ang away namin ni Dad. I’m tired explaining myself. I’m tired, I’m tired of everything. Life surely hates me for putting me in this kind of situation where I am left with no options.