Flowers & Dandelions

Alone

It seems like everybody can be themselves except for me

I get scared when I'm my self a bit too much at any place besides my room

I don't know why I'm this way, it's why I don't have friends

I'd rather get bullied for being me than be unknown for not doing anything to write my name on the Earth, make my mark. Do something at least one person will remember me for.

I want to start a conversation, but scared for when I do, they don't want me there and they ignore me

I feel like a burden sometimes.

They Say I'm annoying

They Say they want to hit me

It really hurts

They say they are joking but I feel like there is a small hint of truth in those small and meaningful comments

I convince myself that if I'm talking to somebody, I'm annoying them

I always feel this emptiness inside me. I feel like my heart is the heaviest it's ever been

I hate hiding

I hate not being able to be me

I hate when I feel like a burden

I hate myself sometimes

I try to convince myself that they do love you and want you in their lives

But I always get this feeling that I'm unwanted

I used to have a thousand friends

Best friends

Fake friends

All types of friends

I miss it

I just don't wanna be alone