Iced Coffee
This coffee, bitter
Like my winter breathe
Is watered down
Cause I want to drown
In this brown, bittersweet
Memory
Like a chocolate frappe
Sugary
But it rots me
Internally
And the vanilla caffeine boost
It does nothing to my dark roasted
Large size
Bagged eyes
It does nothing to me or my
Lethargy
Dish Towel
Trying to mop
Myself up off of
The floor and
Out of the door
But I just feel sore
And my blood is
All over, and under
A screaming blunder
That screams like thunder
Because I can't clean these dishes
Can't think
Of wishes to make
Just only of my mistakes
That I try to wipe away
But their stains still stay in
My mind and my bowels
And forever on my dish towels
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pomegranate tears and deep dark fears
Poetrythey call me hades because i'm dead inside