I don't believe in LOVE [1 & 2]

[Book 1] Prolouge

prolouge 

do you believe in true love? 

does happy ending really exist? 

doesn't it make you stupid to wait for your Mr. Right?

HALA ! 

bat ba ko nag eenglish?

anyways. i'm Alessandra Luxelle Yvone Madrigal 

incoming first year college sa Andrei Louise University 

well. information technology ang napili kong course. 

why? hindi ko din alam eh hehe.

let's go back sa mga pinagsasabe ko kanina. 

about LOVE. 

well, hindi naman ako NBSB kagaya ng iba. 

nagkaroon din naman ako ng boyfriend when i was in high school. 

pero hindi naman yung serious relationship. 

in other words, for display. hehe

i was a very cheerful girl before. 

a super energetic student. 

a girl that once believe in fairytales 

in happy endings, in prince charming, in mr. right.

but that was before 

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before my father left us to be with another woman. 

yes, he left us with his kerida slash kabet slash mang aagaw ng pamilya. 

that was 4 years ago. when i was in first year high school.

since that day, i started to live with my wonderful mother. 

just the two of us.

i didn't saw her cry, (i guess she never let me see her crying) 

i thought she was strong, i thought she was ok without my father.

then one day 

she had heart attack. 

her heart can't function well.

before she died, she confessed everything to me. 

i can still remember her face while saying herlast words to me.

*flashback*

"anak, hindi ko na kayang maging matapang. 

pagod na ko anak, sana mapatawad mo ko kung iiwan man kita nang mag isa. 

i still love your dad Yvone. but i guess happy ending never exist in our story 

that's why i let him go." --mammiiee

"mi, be strong! pano na lang ako kung wala ka? 

sino na kakampi ko? mi, you have to fight for us! please!" ako TT.

"nak, listen to me. hindi kita iiwan kung alam kong di mo pa kaya. 

don't be afraid. i'll be watching over you. 

sana anak, balang araw mahanap mo yung right man for you. 

hndi man naging kami ng tatay mo sa huli, huwag ka sanang magalit sa kanya." --mammiiee

after she said that, she left me.

"mammiiee! noooooo! huhuhuhuhuhuh! mammiiee koooo!" ako

*end of flashback*

that's the reason why i became very cold towards other people. 

especially to guys. 

i can't trust anyone easily because of what my father did to us.

i came to realize that every people come and go, 

they will easily enter your life and will make you feel that you are special to them. 

but when you already fell on their trap, that is the time that they will leave you hanging 

full of damage. and emotionally stressed.

ganyan ako mag isip. 

i believe in my own strength. 

kaya ko ang sarili ko. 

kaya kong ipagtanggol at alagaan ang sarili ko kahit mag isa lang ako. 

hindi ko kailangan ng lalaki sa buhay kung iiwan lang din naman niya ko sa bandang huli para sumama sa iba.

hayy.. magmadre na lang kaya ako? 

tama. 

madreng nakaskirt at high heels. hahaha

ayan ang paniniwala ko 

until one day 

i met this guy.

nakakainis, super yabang, mahangin 

gwapo, matangkad, macho.matangos ang ilo-- teka! bat ganyan ko siya idescribe? 

erase! erase!

what will happen to my life? 

will i allow him become a part of it?

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hi people ! first time kong may upload ng story. 

wala kasi akong magawa sa bahay 

may mga nagawa na ko dating story kaya lang nabura ko na. hahaha 

hope you all like it.