Someone like you

Chapter 23

Elena P.O.V

I watch him cook from the bed. I wasn't allowed to move. Dean's order.

"I hope you like pasta because that's the only thing I know how to do" He says with a low laugh.

"I like anything babe but if I were you I would stop staring at me and look at the sauce" I said pointing to the sauce overflowing.

"Oh shit" He says burning himself. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Can I get up? My ass is numb" I said uncovering myself.

'No you have to rest"

"Dean come on I've been in bed for more than 3 weeks" I get up and walk to the window.

It was sunny and beautiful.

"We should go on hike" I said making him drop something. I look at him picking up the wooden spoon.

"No" he said turning around. He was acting strange. Last night he kept looking at me with sad eyes. I wanted to ask what was wrong but he kissed my forehead and went to sleep.

"Why not?" I said walking behind him and wrap my arms around him.

"Because that thing can do out there" he said with a shrug but I can tell he was nervous about something.

"But I'm with you. I won't get hurt" I said smiling but he shook his head walking away from me.

"What's wrong?" I ask looking at him angrily throw something against the wall.

"I can't do this" he said looking at his hands.

"What do you mean? I can cook if you don't want to" I said looking at him with concern.

"No I can't see you get hurt because of me. All this is because of me. Your broken ribs, your bruises and that cut is fucking my fault" he yelled punching the wall. I took a step back feeling a little afraid.

"It's not your fault Dean!" I said back but he just shook his head.

"Yes it is and what I'm going to do will make you hate me" he said whispering.

"Your giving up on us?" I said feeling my eyes fill up with tears.

"I'm doing it for your safety"

"NO! What your doing its because your a coward! You are willing to give up on us when we love each other. I can't believe you!" I said wiping my face from my tears.

He looked hurt but he looked at me emotionless.

"It's over" he said crossing his arms.

I can't believe this.

"Don't come back" I said throwing his ring at him. He gave me his ring on a necklace on our third date.

He looked hurt but he kept his cold stare.

"You are not what I thought you were. You won't fight for us because your scared. Coward" I turn around opening the door and walk to my car. I get in and completely break down.

Why is this happening to me? Why is he doing this when he loves me.

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"Elena stop" Caroline says trying to take away the bottle of whiskey I have in my hand.

"No" I said chugging down the cold strong liquor.

"This isn't you Elena" Bonnie says with concern in her voice.

"We'll get use to it." I said slurring my words.

I came to Stefan's house and started drinking. He called Caroline and Bonnie to help me.

"Your drinking medicine , you can't mix that with alcohol" Stefan says from the couch. He hates when I drink.

"I don't give a fuck! I am heart broken and this h-h-helps with the pain" I said sitting down on the couch.

I try to drink but my tears were falling down on their own.

"I-I-I love him and he just left like what we feel is nothing" I sob hugging the bottle.

"Oh sweetie" Caroline sits beside me and wraps her arms around me.

"Why did he do that? Why can't he fight for me.......am I the reason why I can't be happy" I cry in her chest.

"No don't say that Elena. Dean is just scared to lose you" Bonnie tries to comfort me but its useless.

I can't never be happy. First Damon with the cheating and now Dean for leaving me.

Am I the reason why I can't be loved?

{{Poor Elena 😭 do you think Dean was right to do this? Comment what you think :) I'll try to post again tonight}}