Hello hello there, writing this on Tuesday may 7th at 2:30AM
My network isn't working: Net(not)work(ing)
and I'm bored and I don't want to sleep
Opened a book for the first time in months (great book thanks Juliette btw (know you'll be reading this my sugar baby))
it felt good, I read a lot like 100pages in less than an hour which is kinda big considering the fact that I didn't feel comfortable reading anymore
Since I'm so bored I decided to do a lil check up + I haven't talked in here in a long time (don't know when and can't know CUZ MY NETWORK ISNT WORKING)
Soooooo let's go with the big titles since the beginning of the year for a lil recap:
- Haven't been in school for like 5 months, won't go back this year probably
- Went to therapy for the very first time, felt weird (still does, can't talk about my problems)
- Learnt that my grandpa won't live to the end of the year (really messed up my mental (still in denial really) since I'm really close to him)
- Uhm idk learnt that I was depressed (still in denial too)
- Anxiety got worse (a lot, like i can't go out alone AT ALL and I don't want to go out of it's not with my friends)
Yeah that should be it
Sooooooo how have I been...?
yeah good ig :D
(nah fr I don't feel really 'more' bad)
Btw guys Stray Kids are at the MET gala rn and I couldn't even see how they were dressed because of, guess it
MY NETWORK
Okay I'm probably going crazy about this Network, PROBABLY
Like crazy as in I might write a shitty fanfic to pass time or something
I might roleplay with myself on messages WAIT NO I CANT EVEN DO THAT THANKS NETWORK
(it stopped working on midnight im gonna end my life ahah lol)
Wow I wrote all that in ten minutes and I mentioned my network like 379192times I'm deffo NOT going crazy
Guys would you still love me if I was a worm ? 🪱
Would you take care of me ?
I feel like you wouldn't (cuz theres no one reading this)
Omg the Tubbathon ended a few days ago I can't belive Tubbo lasted two months streaming NON STOP like bro needs to take a break and enjoy his life
Uhm idk what can I say
I'm trying to find things to write cuz I'm still not tired and I can't even listen to music this is it I'm going to buy a rope. /j
Let's list my fav bands
1- STRAY KIDS
2- ARCTIC MONKEYS / CHASE ATLANTIC
3- THE NEIGHBORHOUD
4- TXT / P1HARMONY / ENHYPEN
5- BTS / NIRVANA(probably)
Guys I also started to watch JJK and I can understand the hype for Gojo but OPEN YOUR EYES SUKUNA IS SO HOT AND YUJI TOO LIKE OMFG THEY CAN WALK ME ON A LEASH SUKUNA IS DADDY MATERIAL 1000000% (coucou ma cousine si tu lis ça par ton traducteur pose pas de question et t'inquiète pas je vais voir un psy pas besoin d'en parler a ton père ahah...)
Guys would you still love me if I was American ? 🇺🇸
(no)
