Again!! Sorry this one is really short I keep loosing ideas 😭😭!!! And sorry if I don't work on it a lot I have another account and I'm also trying to work on that story so I may do this one every other day!!
Chris' POV:
I wake up and Matt's still asleep, I can't move, Matt's laying on my arm and this is probably the first good nights sleep he has gotten in, fuck who knows how long..it hurts to see him like this, its a big wake up call, it shows how hard life can be and to not take everything for granted.
I scratch Matt's head a little, he starts making some noises but I think nothing of it, that was until he started saying things like "Nick, please stop" and "Chris please stop you're hurting me" it started to scare me but I thought nothing of it...he started sweating and crying. "Matty B wake up...hey, hey everything okay." I try to calm him, I also try to stay calm especially after yesterday...it pains me to think about, "Matt please wake up you're scaring me, it's just a nightmare," he slowly opens his eyes. Thank the lord. "Sorry did I wake you up.." he asks me..."no I was already awake..just thinking.." I don't think he believes me "Matt I swear I was already awake...go back to sleep you need the rest." He rolls his eyes and plops back down, this time scooting as far away from me as possible...weird.Matt's POV:
Everything has me stressed...I guess that's because I can't do anything right anymore, I can't dream correctly, I can't talk correctly, hell I can't even walk correctly. Everything is just wrong, my mind is just fucking wrong. I signed myself up for therapy again, I get flashbacks of when I was like what 14, crying, begging, fighting my family not to take me to school, that little boy is back again just so much worse. "Matt," I hear Chris say as I scoot away, I don't reply...
Chris POV:
"Matt," I say to Matt as he scoots away, I get no reply...I can tell he's overthinking so I scoot closer to him, I can tell he wants to make me move but just can't.
Matt's POV:
I think he can tell I'm overthinking so he scoots closer to me...I want to make him move but I just...I just can't.
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