Dead Souls She Ones Loved

One phone call

The first person I was actually talking to and not just listening to

The first person I was happy talking to and not just forced to

"You looked happy?"

I knew how I liked her voice

The vibes matched making me dance

I never felt like the therapy friend again if it's her I am talking to

But the one having a real conversation

I laughed and felt my cheeks burning with every bite we took

Isn't it great? Did you notice? We never said good bye

"Did we though? I don't remember"

You told me stories about people I don't know

And I told you about events in my life because I didn't have stories to tell

I never really told anything to anyone

You made me jump and laugh with you

You cried and I got hurt even through it was all virtual

I never tried making you smile but you tried for me

You made me won even if it meant for you to lose

I didn't tried you did for me

Yes I might like what you did

But is it really ok for me to try now?

Now when nothing is left

You are gone and I am left all alone

Please can't you make me try again?