Craving for Danger

Prologue

She doesn't need me, She never will.. She needs the tears that will make her stronger and keep away from a person like me

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I love you Jaan! These are very small words but yet too difficult to express in efforts I do feel for you...
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Yes, When I am around you... I feel like I am on drugs...
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You like rain right, yes, then I fall for you like rain drops.. Each rain drop makes me fall for you harder..
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You are my home... Pls never leave me homeless
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It feels like as if someone is stabbing me in the chest..
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This Lucifer of yours will do everything to get you back Jaan...
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I want you to want me again.... Love me again... Give me a chance...
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I don't know why destiny allowed some people to meet when there is no way for them to be together..
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Look, everything was a lie between us & over now... You also sign these divorce paper and live like a free elf... I'll send you some billion dollars in which you can live happily...
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Twenty four hundred and eighteen...
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For your sake Jaan, I can destroy others and also myself...
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This marriage has no meaning...
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Maa! Main usse bahut pyaar karta hu maa, beintehain mohabbat karta hu maa main usse Maa, jiska koi seema na ho maa..
Without her... Ek pal nhi guzara jata maa... Sans... Sans nhi ati maa uske behair... Maa!! Ye maa! Bol na kuch maa! Kuch to karna maa!!
Mujhe har taraf vo hi dikhti hai maa... I.. mujhse... Aur bardasht nhi ho rha maa..ki... Ki maine... Usse kho diya maa!!! Maaa! Kho diya maa! Usse kho diya maine... Sab tabhah kardiya Maine maa! Ap..ne... Apne.. khud ke is haathon se... Sab khatam kardiya Maine.. maa... Ye maa... Sab... Kuch... Tabhah.. hogya re maa... Sab...
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