So, as the title reads, I finished listening to Tortured Poets Department and Tortured Poets Department (The Anthropology).
These are my favorites as of rn -
☆ Fortnight • My aesthetics are always getting misunderstood asf. Plus, my mom has threatened shit about her sending me away multiple times. I'm just waiting for it to happen. They all may as well just lose me nearly like how they lost my dad.
☆ The Tortured Poets Department • I'm always self-sabotaging myself, and it's only valid when someone else is doing to me, iggg. The struggle of being a good soul and an amazing writer is real. This song also gives Jailey vibes ngl.
☆ Down Bad • I have feelings for this icon at my school, and its complicated because idk if they're real or just idealistic. Ugh. I want her so badddddd, but I barely know her enough, and then there's other women who actually want me.. For Christ's sake, I have straight girls and straight boys trying to pair me up with people js for being homo ☠️-
☆ loml • This reminds me of death. Idk why. It just does. It gives me the idea of the process of dying as well. This song helped me realize I have on-and-off suicidal thoughts. I swore I was done wanting to die. Something's wrong with me.
☆ I Can Do It With A Broken Heart • Man, idk. I just love how clear this number is. I love my life. I've done things people haven't done before, but then I see kids my age experiencing and capturing photos after photos I can't do because I'd rather be productive without a phone. Lately, I haven't been doing well, and I haven't been as productive as before, and I hate seeing people I care about having a better time than me. It's just not fair. Oh, and the "Fake It 'Til You Make It" is honest to God real asl.
☆ Clara Bow • I've had people try to buy off me and my body, my face, everything, since I was 3 years old. My town is pretty fucked up, along with people misjudging me for no excused reason at all whatsoever. This number teaches us how not every person in the world will please us and be the person we imagined, and we need to accept that. Of course, I knew this from the start, but again, with people judging and assuming I've never learned anything, it's quite hard to acceot anything nowadays 💀. This song is so delectable omfg. Fun fact, this song is just a 2024 version of Mean, from 2010.
☆ The Black Dog • Having strict parents has its perks, some of those perks are torture as hell. I can't be the only one who is receiving age gap vibes from this number, too. I have friends from ages 11-19 it's not even funny. I get this is supposed to be an Olivia Rodrigo 2.0 song, but I'm only getting strict parents and young/old friendship vibes, and friends who I haven't faced in a long time.
☆ imgonnagethimback • This song reminds me a lot of Drew and Zoey after episode 11. I hope Drew doesn't turn back to Zoey. The least he can do is forgive her. Or get his revenge by hooking up with Henriam/bashing Zoey's shit. Idfk.
☆ The Albatross • I like this number because it just targets this generation's version of romance by using real love against them. Something degenerate kids wish they would have.
☆ So High School • Taylor's Version of High School Sweethearts.
☆ I Hate It Here • My all-time favorite. I'm mostly quiet and silent because I hate the majority of people in my state. I've never seen anything so ridiculous in my life. I am independent without them, I'm the funniest person I know, and it's just me and my imagination against the whole world. Change my mind.
☆ thanK you alMee • I have some jerks who are friends with my other friends. It's lowkey pissing me off. I want to tell my friends what they did, but I don't want anyone making me the villain no more. I mean, sure, it could possibly be a test to show how real or fake my friends can get, but still. I might just do it in a year or sum.
☆ The Prophecy • Nah, this is exposing my toxic personality 😤
☆ The Bolter • I almost drowned when I was little. Like twice. Also, this just shows how exaggerated teenagers get today. Litterally, there's this white ass girl who doesn't like other white people like be so fr, she tried telling people she was Hispanic/black 💀💀💀
☆ The manuscript • Trauma and abuse flashbacks go wild with this one 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
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