Im sorry I cut myself again it hurts so bad please it hurts i didnt want to do it but i did and it hurts i miss my friends so much theyre the only reason im here right now and im on break so i cant talk to them and ive been having really bad thoughts and ive just been thinking how better it would be if i wasnt here at all i dont want to kill myself but then again i kind of do im sorry im such a coward i need to be strong but i cant anymore its gotten so bad its gotten so so bad hurting myself is all i can think about every second of the day i just wanna get better but at the same time i dont and thats so messed up i dont know whats wrong with me but i kind of dont wanna get better and thats so wrong i dont know whats wrong with me i need a hug i need a hug please someone give me a hug i just want one so bad
