My best friend is my crush

Feild trip part two

She turns over and says Hahahah "you better take a photo or else Jennie!!🤣"
I pull out my phone and take a photo.

I fall asleep
*time skip*
We're finally here this is a three day field trip!
We get too choose who we share the dorms with and I was going to choose my boyfriend but. I wasn't Allowed too it was boys with boys and girls with girls 😔

So I say "Lisa do you wanna share a cabbon/dorm?" She says "Um sure?"

Yuki follows my boyfriend too his dorm I get confused on why but her boyfriend is also going so there probably hanging out my boyfriend didn't really talk too me a lot sense we got here. But I say him and Yuki holding hands? I was concerned ngl but I didn't think much of it

Lisa says "let's go now!" "Ok" i replied
We get in the cabon and she looks at my lips and I blushed and smiled and said "um? What are you look at?" And she said "you"

Lisa says "I have a question?" "Hm?"
She says "why did you get over me ?.."

I stutter and say "b-because I wanted to be able to have someone love me back and have a relationship with them... why?" She says

"Ah okay but still me or him?"

"Um him obviously?" (As we both sit on the bed )

She says "So your just gonna forget about me!?!?! What happend to us?" I see a tear form and fall out of her eye.
I hug her and say "it's okay"

She replies "NO ITS NOT!"
I say "it is though" she says "MAYBE FOR YOU JENNIE BUT WHAT ABOUT ME?"

She places her hand on my thigh and makes eye contact and then says "I need you.."
and kisses me and I try to resist my heart rate goes up and I don't know what to do!

"Stop! I have a boyfriend" I built up the courage to say this... she backs away "sorry"..

I hear the door open it's Suga and Yuki!
"AWEE ship!" I went up to Suga and kissed him Yuki gave me a side eye and went to Lisa

Yuki's pov

I walk up too Lisa and say
"So what just happened?.."
       "Oh nothing"
"Erm okay"

*pushes Lisa*
   "Ouch what was that  for!?"

"For you lying to me girl"

Jennie's pov

I'm talking to Suga and then turn over and see Yuki pushes sakura I storm up to Yuki and slap her and say "HEY YOU SHOULDNT ME PUSHING PPL!" 

"Girl it was a joke"

"Oh uh sorry I didn't know.."

I feel like I'm drowning in embarrassment and can't get up and sinking to the bottom anytime I do try too
I feel like i still have feelings for her I can't just yet let go.