Pehle Bhi Mai

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There was a pin drop silence in Wasim Siddiqui's house when Zoya told him the name of the person she loved. Aditya was shocked for a moment after hearing someone else's name from Zoya. He was not able to reckon that she was in love with someone else.

No one there could believe their ears. They were not ready to indoct that what Zoya was saying was true. Aditya was thinking that maybe she was using the name of some unknown person to avoid marriage. But there is another side. He was also thinking that maybe she is telling the truth. Maybe she has fallen in love with someone else.

It was very difficult for Aditya to bear so many dolors at once. First his father succumbed, then Zoya's unexpected arrival, then Zoya did not remember Aditya and now another flick is knocking at the door of Aditya's life which he can't turn a blind eye to that circumstance.

Aditya's POV

The boyhood dream which I was always waiting to fulfill, got shattered in a moment after Zoya walk off suddenly. No one knows how difficult it was to bear the shock of 8 years ago at that young age. But at that time the yearning of our love kept the courage to stay alive in me. But maybe now that readiness and that love has no worth setuped in Zoya's life.

Maybe I was the fool who was waiting for that dream to come true but the truth is that some dreams are better remain as dreams. Because in real life no one gets their true love. These love quotes and love rarity, encounter of separated lovers and their staying together forever happen only in stories and in movies. It has no relation with real life.

Fate has played such a strange game with me. The day Zoya came back, I thought that maybe happiness will come back in my life. But what did I know? This is not happiness but a warning of a storm coming. When my parents got married, they both loved each other very much.

It had been so many years since they were married. Yet it did not seem so looking at them and I was only 6 years old at that time. When my mother died, my mother's death was not an accident, it was a murder committed by my father. But the police did not have any evidence to prove this murder, but I knew that it was. Murder of my mother's happiness When my mother's happiness died, she never had any enthusiastic in living. My parents had been married for 6 years when my father went to England on his business. Just as a person can fall in love at any time, at any point and at any place, my father fell in love with a woman there and made her his mistress and brought her to my mother.

But my mother could not bear this shock and she lived in this trauma for a year. But she was not at all willing to live like this. She left me with Baba(My father) and went away saying that she was going for some work and then after some time we got this news. My mother's car met with an accident.

The one who is truly in love can face every thing, every wound, every agony, every difficulty in love but he cannot bear a bolt from the blue seeing his love with someone else. Maybe that's why I couldn't get as close to my father as I was before. After my mother passed away, it was only Zoya who held my hand and brought me from darkness to light and the time has come when she too left my hand and pushed me back into the darkness.

Whatever happened to me, Zoya was never at fault. She never told me to wait for her here. I was just obsessed about when she would come and I would make her mine. I never thought that it is possible that Zoya may not love me.

"Aap yeh kyaa keh rhi hai Zoya? Hume apko yeh sab krne ke lia waha bheja tha beta."  Wasim got very upset with Zoya because he wanted to keep Zoya away from all this things, but in the end, she got caught in it.

"Abu aap aisi baatein kyu kr rhe hai?"

"Toh aur kya umeed krti hai aap humse Zoya? Ismai aapki galti nhi hai Zoya beta, humari galti hai Jo itne Maan or vishwas ke sath apko Delhi bheja yeh soch kr ki aap Hume kabhi na umeed nhi kregi. Apne studies pr dhyan degi, apne sabno ko pura kregi. Humara naam roshan kregi."

" Hume Aisa konsa aisi himaqat kr di abbu jise apka maan or vishwas khatm ho gaya hum pr se. Humne apne sapno ko pura Kiya hai abbu, aur rahi baat Ayaan ki toh woh ek bahut hi suljhe hoye or ache insaan hai. Kisi kism ki buri adat nhi hai unhme na hi woh itne bure hai ki apko pasand Naa aye."

" Dekhiye Zoya.... "

" Zoya beta apki Ami ko aap pr Bharosa hai apki pasand pr Hume yakeen hai aap pehle ki tarha koi galt faisla nhi legi."  Zoya's mother interrupts Wasim and tells her, pointing towards Aditya, that she had made a mistake by getting into a relationship with Aditya but now she will not make that mistake again.

"Roshnaq aap kaisi baten kar rahi hai aap is masle mein Zoya ka sath de rahi hai. Hume aapse aisi ummed Nahin thi." Wasim's face turns pale after hearing his wife's words.

Wasim mood bath chap hearing his wife and Zoya so he leaves from there. Roshnaq assures Zoya that she will definitely talk to Wasim about this and he will also take his decision in favor of her.

Zoya's mother also leaves from there to talk to her father. Now when Aditya and Zoya were alone in the hall, she goes towards Aditya to talk to him and Aditya's eyes were filled with tears and he could not look at her because he did not want her to see tears in his eyes and ask him the reason.

"Adi, aap thik hai. Hum jabse aaye hai tabse aap bade khamosh hai. Kya hua naraz hai aap humse?"  She questioned him by lowering her eyes to bring them at eye level with him.

"Nahi aisa nhi hai. Mai tumse kabhi naraz thodi ho sakta hu."  Aditya make a fake smile to hide his tears.

"Toh phir apki ankho mei yeh ansu kaise?"  Zoya asks him with a questioning face.

"Kuch nhi bas aisi hi.."

"Acha toh ab aap humse jhuth bhi bolne Lage hai. Thik hai phir hum chale jate hai shyd apko humare yha hone se taklif hai."

"Aisi baat nhi hai Zoya."

"Thik hai phir apne iss pyaare se chehre pr ek pyaari si muskurahat lai phir hum manege."

Aditya sees the old Zoya in her and a big smile automatically appears on his face.

"Yeh hoi na baat. Acha yeh baatai apki recording kaise chal rhi hai? Aur aap Hume kab suna rhe hai apni surili awaz? "

" Sunaunga bahut jaldi. Mera new album kuch dino mei release hone wala hai uski sabse pehli  copy tumhe dunga."

" Ummhhmm, yeh hoi na azeez doston wali baat. Sach btai Aditya itne mahine apke sath reh kr purani sari yaadein taza ho gai. Hum kitni jaldi badhe ho gai na.. "

" Hmm.. ek baat puchu tumse"

" Haa haa bilkul puchiye"

" Yeh Ayaan kon hai, mera matlb hai tumne kabhi itne mahinon mei koi zikr nhi Kiya uska."

" Ayaan... Aap yeh samjh lijye Zindagi hai humari. Bahut muhabbat krte hai hum unse..pichle 3 saalon se jante hai hum ek dusre ko. Khair aapke paas jab free time hoga tab hum apko puri detail mei batayege."

Saying this, Zoya starts leaving from there then Aditya holds her hand and asks her.

"Aaj shaam free ho toh bahar chale, ice cream khane?"

"Okay."

Saying this, she leaves from there and Aditya standstill there and starts smiling to himself. Now he was eagerly waiting for the evening.

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Guys please suggest me which actor should I portray as Ayaan? Because I have a lot of actors in mind who would look good with Zoya as Ayan. But I am not able to choose any one of them, so please help me.

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