𝘽𝙇𝙐𝙀 𝙇𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 ~ 𝙖 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠

𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬.

I'm not done yet lmao, I wrote a lot of songs that I didn't originally like ok-

This is probably the angriest song I've ever written. I don't really like it that much anymore, but I've decided to publish it anyway. I think it was the night before 1989 tv got announced (I saw the announcement in the morning because time zones) when I wrote this and I was in a really dark place at that time. I felt so alone and like I couldn't talk to anyone about how I was feeling. I'm doing better now though <3

My throat is sore,

I feel so raw,

Left out to die,

Because no one,

Could hear me scream,

No, no one could hear me scream.

I've been discarded for so long,

In a place I don't belong,

My screams are a foreign tongue,

To these people who hung,

Me on their washing lines,

To dry and said,

"Just wait, it'll turn out alright"

But guess what?

They lied.

And I tried to make you understand,

But all you did was smile and pat my hand,

Maybe if I tell you,

In riddles and rhymes,

In poetry lines,

In words disguised,

And camouflaged,

Maybe then,

You'll hear me scream.

And I thought I put it clearly,

Maybe they all just fear me,

How do I say how I feel,

To these people who won't reveal,

Who I know they truly are,

'Cause I see through them all,

But they act like,

They're staring at a wall,

When I scream.

And I tried to make you understand,

But all you did was smile and pat my hand,

Maybe if I tell you,

In riddles and rhymes,

In poetry lines,

In words disguised,

And camouflaged,

Maybe then,

You'll hear me scream.

You can't ignore,

The screams of silent voices,

Anymore.

This isn't my best song but I hope you liked it anyways :)

Eliza <3