𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙧 {𝙍.𝘽𝙖𝙧𝙗𝙖}

𝟶𝟾. "𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞" {𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍}

Anastasia could not stop thinking over Rafael Barba. She couldn't stop thinking over the pleasure he gave her. The feeling of him between her legs was something else. The feeling as his fingers and tongue fucked her was unexplainable. She knew how they had forward and professional line and she didn't give a fuck. She knew how they started off as sex and how they couldn't stand each other but now it was different

She knew that they weren't going back to what was before. Anastasia knew how they had a connection and she knew it was something that she couldn't explain. She knew how he was something and she couldn't explain it but she knew that she could actually let herself fall in love with him for the first time in her life. She knew that she didn't do love but she already knew that she was falling

Anastasia knew that idea of that terrified her. But it was true. Anastasia sighed as she lay in bed. She knew that she couldn't sleep. She knew why or more importantly who was on her mind and it scared her. The influence he had on her, how he seemed to take over her mind and it terrified her

•••
Anastasia sat in her apartment as she heard a knock at the door. She stood up and answered it as she saw Rafael. He stood with a bunch of flowers. She looked to him in awe or shock or both

"What's this?" Anastasia asked as he smiled

"Well I looked and you have a night off and cleared my schedule for tonight" he said as she nodded

"I'm asking you to join me for dinner ana. I think I owe you it since I had my legs between your legs" he said as she smirked

"Come in" she said as he smiled

She placed the flowers in a vase and looked to him

"Let me change and then we can go. How fancy do I have to dress as I dint have the energy for heels and dresses" she said as he smiled

"Nothing to fancy" he said as she smiled. She walked into her bedroom. She glanced around for some clean clothes knowing how she had to do some laundry

She slipped on a new top that she had bought and a tight wear of jeans as she walked out of the room. Rafael was standing looking at her photos as she looked to him and smiled

"It's my mom. She went through a lot when I was a kid nick and I we don't like to talk over him." she said

"I know what it's like to have a hard relationship with your father" he said as she looked to him as she realised it was the first personal thing he said to her

"Can you zip me up" she asked as he nodded. He zipped up the back of her too and smiled. His fingers brushed against her neck. She felt the goosebumps rise as she thought over how he had touched her in the past

"Are you close to your father" she asked

"No he's dead. It's complicated but we weren't close but he was my father" he said as she nodded

"I get that" Anastasia said as she turned to face him. She ran a brush through her hair as he looked to her

"If this is you not making an effort I don't know what your effort would be" he said as she smiled

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Anastasia sat at the table with Rafael.  She sat playing with her lasagne. It was hot. She looked to him as they made eye contact "what's on your mind" he asked as he cocked his head to the side