I was lone in my room. Lights off and country songs on the background. I am feeling envious of what happen in my life. I cant point it out but my life sometimes is not falling according to what ive wish for it. Life is not fair to everyone and it includes mine. Everything seems so aloof and I cant help but to just write whatever I am feeling. (Im kind of out of focus since the background playing is from the radio and commercial is playing now) oh well get back on track. Im a typical girl who wish to be an extra ordinary king of gal. But fortunes seems so alluding. im still searching for an answer that why people like me who wants to only reach all my goals for my myself and ofcourse for my family is like so hard to get. I wanted everything to happen according to what I dreamt of. I don't want to give up and to still finding my way of acquiring all of it and that make me continue pursuing. there's nothing wrong I guess.
