It's a forbidden pleasure, I said to myself.
A secret is shared between us, yet it's a dangerous game we play. Each touch ignited a fire that threatened to consume the boundaries of us, yet I found myself unable to resist the allure of Klaus' embrace.
I know deep down that what we were doing is a mistake, a reckless gamble that could shatter the foundation of our friendship or whatever it is. Yet, as I traced my fingers along the contours of Klaus' sleeping form beside me, I couldn't help but to like it—despite the fear of the consequences.
I stared at the messages of me and Klaus for the past weeks.
Blair : May pasok ka? Need you now, Klaus.
Blair : Klaus.
Blair : Klaus
Blair : Nicklaus!
Nicklaus : Chill, baby.
Nicklaus : 30 mins pa po.
Nicklaus : Can you wait a little bit?
Blair : Okay. Una na ako sa apartment mo.
Nicklaus : No. Daanan kita mamaya.
Blair : No need. Naka-taxi na ako.
Nicklaus : You don't have a key.
Blair : I'll wait for you there.
Nicklaus : Blair...
Blair : See you :)
He gave me a duplicate key after that happened. I was surprised about it. I never knew our situationship involves having a key now. Pero hindi ako naman nagreklamo.
Blair : Klaus?
Nicklaus : Yes, love...
Blair : Apartment mo ako. Kakatapos ko mag-chill with Dheia. I'm tipsy.
Nicklaus : Alright, love.
Nicklaus : Recit lang saglit. I'll be there soon.
Nicklaus : I have stacked your favorite salads in my fridge.
Blair : Meron?
Blair : Hala, meron nga.
Nicklaus : It's for you.
Blair : Okay :)
Nicklaus : Eat first before I eat you.
Umirap ako.
Hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses ako nagbo-booty call kay Klaus. I'll go to him whenever I'm bored, whenever I feel like to or whenever I'm drunk. Habang patagal ng patagal, mas madalas na din ang pagkikita namin.
It's like I'm craving for it. I couldn't spend a week without meeting with him. It is starting to feel like a routine for me.
Nicklaus : Miss you.
Nicklaus : H'wag na tayo sumama sa kanila. Kita nalang tayo.
Ngumuso ako. It's the first time he actually asked me first. It had been embarrassing to be the one who always asked for him. I mean, not always, not every day! God, iniisip niya siguro mas horny pa ako kaysa sa kaniya. Well, hindi!
Nagtipa ako ng mensahe.
Blair : We can't. Nagtatampo na si Quinn sa akin.
Nicklaus : Magtatampo din ako.
Blair : We had sex yesterday, Klaus.
Nicklaus : So?
Blair : Masakit pa.
