I wanna get sick and know the exact time I'll be gone
Cause I'm done counting days
I wanna get drunk and high
Maybe that would help me forget
I'm not scared if I lose my hearing
When I turn up the volume
Just so I won't hear you
Or those voices inside my head
My heart is black
Just like how dark I see the world
Beautiful things need to be figured out
On the surfaces, we're all ugly
7420 days and we remain on the same page
Episodes on repeat and I'm dying
Climax but no ending
I wanna burn the whole story
God made it up when He said I have a happy ending
I see a wonderful world inside my mind
Feels like a stolen dreams when I open my eyes
You advice 'everyone can do it,'
I apply it to every, only little things I can do
Made me think I'm no special
Now let me tuck myself into bed for another whole day
Life's a subscription
And I don't wanna pay
We're all playing the same game
But I raise white flag every match
Damn, luxurious items on a show
I watch as they grab each
I'll die before reaching one
People said, 'Think, be smart,'
But I think too much, I become foolish
Fate is gasoline, I'm the spark
Together we blend so well, and burn down everything
And then become a waste
Is it true everyone cries?
Why they worry less?
Live in a hustle
Still, time's not enough to make a change
I wanna trade my sorrow
I'll be richer than their plan to Mars
