You say you love me, said you do your best
Why is your best something I can’t feel?
You promised me like people do
And I knew I’m someone you cannot deal
Loved, understood, and appreciated is what I never felt
This time peace and chaos together I have met
From a reason to live to the cause of distress
You have made a questionable mess
Oh to hurt you, I would have rather died
Loving you was the reason I cried
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