Saying 'I love you' isn't easy anymore
Falling asleep without wetting my pillow has become impossible
I'm surrounded by many
Yet I choose to be alone
Saying 'I'm not okay' gets harder each day
I guess I've used up all my sorrow cards
I keep telling myself:
'A lot of people have it worse than me out there'
'It's time I stop complaining'
All my sorrows are locked up in a closet
One I refuse to ever open again
The last time my soul was exposed
I was told I didn't matter
Yeah, I have been hurt
But I've also hurt people I thought I loved
This felling of guilt I carry around
It slowly drowns me
They say life is all about giving and taking
I've given so much of me to people
I've cared about so many
And I still believe I don't deserve any of it back
