The Queen I Knew

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Not that you're a bad person
Not that I'm a good one
It's just that mixture of us two can never be even
It's generally an awful brown or gray one
For a long while
I've been vulnerable
Dying to be in your eyes
To be the star that shines
I've been crying for 8 days and I wonder if you know
But didn't you said yk everything
That As a mother you would know
And I wonder why you still aren't here
You are Still on your thron
I figure your prestige is much higher
But trust me that mine isn't as low
If you won't come down to save me
I'll pick myself up high and walk alone
But trust me I won't ever trust anyone else to help me again
I'll forever be lone

And i wonder if you know that mother's are supposed to be soft toned
Let alone the harsh world
She shalln't be the harsh one
Let the girl speak for a while
She fears even your dreadful eyes
That glare her till she shut her mouth and be a nice ___
You want her to speak her mind but you toned it out everytime
You roam with your crown up high
And her self respect in a fancy little purse you like
And so I'll never let anyone speak for my side
I won't ever wanna look into anyone's eyes
I'll talk to myself and me alone
Mom doesn't needs to a friend does she?
She can be a mother alone.

And i wonder if you know that mother's are supposed to be soft tonedLet alone the harsh worldShe shalln't be the harsh oneLet the girl speak for a while She fears even your dreadful eyes That glare her till she shut her mouth and be a nice ___You ...

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But I wonder if you know
That mother's are supposed to give the warmest hugs
The ones that heals even the diseases with no cure
And truthfully I want one right now
I've always had been wanting one
But i wonder if you'll ever know the right time to embrace your child
Yet I've survived all this time
And so i hug myself to sleep and don't let anyone touch me

I sat wounded right there
But you never put down your sword
You sat with your back to me
And said "let her cry she'll be all fine "
How?
How can you do so?
But it's alright
You are right
Were you ever not
"She'll be fine till the end of the night"
But I wonder if you know
That girl died
She did stayed till the end of the night
Not wanting to leave her inner child
But she left
And she's no more
She's grown out of her childhood way before
Is that what you wanted?

And when She left her eyes emptied of tears
She said these words that clogs my throat
It's burns my inside to even see from her eyes
And i remember the words exact
And she said

"I've always heard mother is the safe place
I wonder what mother I've known"

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