𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 - TMR AU, Thomas

𝟢𝟤𝟢，𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲

༺ TWENTY ༻

My pants don't fit anymore.

One part of me is sad about it, another part is filled with satisfaction when the material keeps slipping off my waist.

And as someone who can't easily throw things away, I still have my old pants in a drawer. My eight grade pants fit, which I can't deny makes me feel even more satisfied.

The only thing I don't like is that it's skinny jeans. I'm afraid it'll show off how much weight I lost in such a small amount of time, and that my family will start worrying.

Anyway— it's about a week after Thomas and I started (secretly) dating, and my mood can't be ruined. Every time I remember I can just walk to his house and kiss him, happiness grows to the maximum limit.

I'd say my diet is fine, too. I can no longer really feel hunger, so I'm sure it's fine. I chug water down my throat on all ballet days, and the two days I don't dance, I do eat dinner and lunch.

So far, I haven't gotten the urge to use the laxative pills. The number on the scale is dropping more by the day, though it's going slower than before. It opens an annoying itch in the pit of my stomach, but I assure myself it's fine like this, too. Who knows what unhealthy things those pills contain?

T <3

Parents aren't home tonight
Wanna come over??

And play hide and seek? Sure !
Except we have burger day today. It's highly necessary for all family members to be there, unless we have a very good reason... any ideas?

"Teresa got an ingrown toenail and needs my help."

I let out an audible laugh.

Unfortunately, I can't put Thomas's full name in my contacts, because it'll cause suspicions. Now it just looks like I'm texting Teresa.

Or you could come over?
Ask Newt if he can hang out, and he'll invite ya :)

But then I can't kiss you.
Which I desperately need to do

Pretend you're going home but actually sneak in my room. We'll see how you escape.. smart, right?

Sure, Blondie. You're a real genius

Smarter than Thomas Edison and Isaac Newton!!

Not Rosalind Franklin?

She's a female. I can only be smarter than male scientists, who I'm convinced aren't as smart as everyone thinks.

Should've seen that one coming

:)
See ya, tonight  ❤︎︎

❤️❤️

I walk down the stairs with my phone still in my hands, attempting to hide my smile. I already saw Thomas at work today, so it's awesome to see him again.

"There you are." Mom happily greets me. "Just on time." And she slides the plate full of cookies over the table.

Mom loves to bake. Most of the time, we have either cupcakes, brownies, or cookies at home. We don't eat all of them on our own, but she always lets us try at least one.

"Oh, I already ate a lot at work." No matter how bad I feel, I shake my head at the food. Snacks aren't included in my diet.

Disappointment fills her eyes, but she smiles.
"Alright. Let me know when you do want one."