Dirty Little Secrets *RINNEY*

Nose bleed Chapter 23

(Billy's POV)

"YOU KNOW WHAT HARRY FUCK YOU!" I yell punching Harry hard and forceful in the face. Harry looks up at me enraged before ramming into me knocking me over to the ground. I soon  was covered in dirt as we rolled around each other. I felt my body ache as he began punching me in the face. I quickly took advantage throwing him off of me. I rubbed my nose seeing the grimy mix of dirt and blood. I rolled my eyes before sitting on top of Harry taking him out fully. 

There had been a crowd around us by the time I stood up. But no teachers. I looked down at the bloody,messy, and very very dirty Harry sprawled motionless on the ground. I couldn't help but smirk. Harry was a rich snob who for some reason came to our shitty school just to make us feel like little fuckers. He went to Slutty Golden Valley, and I didn't give a fuck golden or not, I just gotta know if your fucking worth it.

"BILLY! GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE." I turned around only to see my fat ass gym teacher storming towards me. I couldn't help but roll my eyes at his red, sumushed up face. "What?" I said crossing my arms my nose is still running with blood. 

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Bruce stare at me. He looked almost scared?... I mean I wouldn't blame him. I get into normal fights like once every month... But for the past months it has become more frequent... Including drinking, and smoking. Bruce joked one time that I was going fucking insane without Finney but, I said hell no because he dropped us the second he became friends with those slutty bitches and whores.

"Come here god dammit!" Mr. Gabs said forcefully grabbing my arm. "What the hell has gotten into you!" He yelled into my face. I just shrugged my shoulders at him. "Are you serious? That's all I'm getting?" "LOOK MAN! I don't fucking know why you keep bothering me! OKAY LIKE JESUS JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE! I DID NOTHING AND YOU KEEP COMING UP TO ME LIKE, BILLY THIS BILLY THAT, LIKE GIVE IT A FUCKING BREAK!" I yell pushing the gym teacher.

"THAT IS NO WAY TO TALK BILLY!" "WHAT YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT SUSPEND ME? MY PARENTS DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY ASS! NO ONE DOES." I guess I finally realized what I said as I looked around to see a bunch of kids looking at me. Harry looked at me guilty as he was finally awake. "I MEAN CAN I BE FUCKING HONEST, OUR PARENTS DON'T FUCK WITH US, I MEAN FOR GODS SAKE JAKE'S MOM WORKS AT FUCKING STRIP CLUB!" Jake slightly blushed hiding his face. I heard small mumbles. 

"WERE RETARDED!" I yell into my gym teachers face. "NO ONE FUCKING CARES ABOUT US, I MEAN FOR GODS SAKE WE LITERALLY HAVE THREE SCHOOLS, ONE FOR BROKE STUPID LITTLE SHITS, ONE FOR MID CLASS, AND ONE FOR FUCKING RICH ASS KIDS WHO GET THEIR DADDY'S CREDIT CARD!" I yell. I turned to face a good amount of kids who had been behind me. 

Bruce looked scared... And Vance looked as though he didn't even know me. My gym teacher went pale... And very silent as he stared at the rest of the students... And Harry. I raised my eyebrows at everyone. "Fuck this shit." I mumbled. I flipped my gym teacher off before walking away my eyes with tears in them.

I felt like a fucking crazy person but I mean I don't know... For once I actually don't know. I wasn't the funny class clown Billy. I was the quiet, angry, bitchy Billy... I was becoming my dad... My dad left when I was three. My mom didn't give a fuck about me, I mean after all there was always a new man coming home with her from the bar. My dad came back only a year ago and he's been a drunk messed up dude. 

I approached the back of the school sniffing. I coughed my body feeling on fire as I had bruises covered all over my body. My knuckles were battered and my nose was probably broken. I couldn't help but cry as I slammed my head  against the back brick wall. My tears felt like acid as they burned down my face. 

I brought my hands up to my face while running them through my hair. I Gripped onto my hair screaming out loudly. I felt destroyed. I felt crazy. My mind was scrambled. Tears fell from my eyes more quickly now as I groaned falling down the wall. I felt small and clamped up as I slid down the brick wall. 

I finally slammed my fist against the ground going harder and faster. My knuckles hurt like hell but I kept going feeling the electric pain run through my vanes. I screamed again more loudly releasing my whole entire energy into that scream. I finally collapsed onto the ground covering my face tears still falling down my face.

Sorry this was soooo short! But I hope you enjoyed. And no, Billy doesn't like Finney that way, well he sorta does... The next chapter will explain.