I have kids so what? (Being Rewritten, May Have Different Title)

Chapter 47

Germany pov.

I woke up around midnight from a nightmare and quietly left the medbay to find somewhere quiet, alone, to hide and calm down for a bit, not knowing that I had accidentally woken up Polen, who followed me.

"Niemcy, what are you doing up?" Polen asked me from behind, nearly making me jump in shock.

"Ah, sorry Polen, ich hatte einen Alb- " (Ah, sorry Poland, I had a night-)
He cut me off by dragging me back to the medbay without letting me finish my explanation, causing me to sigh silently but I let him, not wanting to upset him more.
Why should I, if he always shut me down whenever I tried explaining to him why I was awake, screaming or trashing or why I had left our assinged room, in this case the medbay. Once we had gotten back, Polen immediately lied down in his bed again but watched sharply till I went to mine before turning around and falling asleep again. I curled in on myself after a while, once I was sure he really was asleep again, unable to go back to sleep myself,  the nightmare from my father locking me in a cell with a slightly crazed but sad look and trembling hands still fresh on my mind. Curling up as much as I could, I stayed like this for the last few hours until the others woke up so we could eat breakfast. I knew that both Amerika and Russia liked to hide in admin, so I got my food and descided to join them after I saw that they weren't at their usual table. Russia noticed me when I entered and flaged me over to them, making me smile a bit and walk over while trying to hide just how exhausted I was from the lack of sleep due to the nightmare.

"Германия, ты в порядке?" Russia asked me. (Germany, are you alright?)

"Ja, mir geht es gut, Russland. Danke der Nachfrage." I replied, still trying to hide my tiredness. (Yes, I'm fine Russia, thank you for asking.)

"Are you sure Ger, you seem more exhausted than normal." Amerika questioned.

"I just had a nightmare, couldn't really sleep afterwards. That's all." I told him, making sure to not let my tirednessflow into my voice.

"Was it the same one you told me about a while back?" Ame asked me, looking a bit worried. I looked down a bit but nodded, not expecting to be hugged by him and Russia as soon as I did. I smiled a bit brighter, glad I could count on them.

"What else happened Germany?" Russia asked, apparently able to read me enough to know I was also sad because of Polen.

"I had accidentally woken Polen up again. He shot me down like he did the other times I tried to explain why I'm awake. I don't know what to do anymore. We're in a relationship but, it feels a bit one-sided." I explained to them, trying not to tear up.
"Even then, I can't leave him. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. Not that I do most days anyway." I chuckle silently and sadly.

"We'll be getting our roles soon, so if you want to hang out with my brothers for this last round you can. I think talking to either of them would help you out a lot more than being with Poland right now." Ame told me.

"Thank you Amerika, you too Rusland. I'm happy to know I can count on you both." I told them, causing both to smile at me and hug me a bit tighter before letting me go to get up and walk over to where Confederate and Australia are sitting. I didn't even make it half way there, before I felt Polen grab me and pull me towards the main table where he had been sitting with the others. A small but deep growl could be heard coming from where Ame's brothers are sitting, but I couldn't tell which one of them had growled or was even able to comprehend the why. I wasn't even paying attention to what the others were saying, just sitting there in silence and starring at the table as they spoke, fiddling with my fingers instead of eating and waiting for someone to get me out of these one-sided conversations, away from the other countries. My silent, little feeling oh hope was answered when Australia came over and gently tapped my shoulder.