I guess I want to be alone

side chapter: jalter (short)

Author Kun: I failed summoning Skadi....yeah I'm just writing to cope...

Few nights ago

Jalter pov

It's funny how this all happened because of us

A mentally exhausted Jalter sat on a tree sighing to herself

"You'll get a cold if you just lay there come and let me help you escort you into your room'

"You really were a kind master....Iska"

Jalter remembered the memory fondly come to think of it he was dedicated to becoming a better and caring master

Flashback

Jalter was seen in the medical room of Chaldea after getting into an accident
While Jalter was annoyed having to sit there the door opened and it was Iska with basket full of fruits and with a concerned look at his servant before him

"Good morning Jalter San are you feeling ok now?"

"Hph of course I'm alright- ow!" Jalter fractured a bone or two and she accidentally moved too much

Iska with a concerned and panic look immediately rushed to Halters side nursing her aching arm Jalter looked at him in confusion

"Why do you care about me I'm just merely a servant used as a tool"

Iska looked at her in disbelief

"What are you talking about Even if you're a heroic servant your still a human to me and let me remind you this....I respect every Heroic spirit except Gilles de Rais since he do....weird stuff"

Jalter looked away from his response made her a bit comfortable

"T-thank you..." Iska barely heard it

"Just doing my job as a master and I want to save humanity for I want to protect them"

"Aren't you tired of Humanities repeated atrocities, betrayals and lies?" Jalter asked her in curiosity Jalter was summoned a lot of times and she knew how fucked up humans can become

But Iska only smiled at her

"Yeah it's true humans can be assholes and be morally and questionably wrong but I still believed there are still good humans out there so that's why I don't really hate other fellow humans"

Flashback end

You were kind to me you were kind to us heroic spirits you and Ritsuka risks your lives everyday alongside us

Yet me and and the rest still chooses him over you

I was aware deep inside your scared for your life yet you chose to be brave And caring for us servants

If only I could go back on time and be kind to you then perhaps... You could still love us again...

Flashback

"Hey isn't lame we were contracted to this loser of a master" I sat there bored along with others servants

All servants who gathered are under Iska's command but we were all unsatisfied as his mana was low

For us to be powerful we need mana and he provides us with low mana it ended up making us weak

I was guilty of joining Ritsuka and the others servants to get mana behind our masters back