by that i mean, he felt weird. he was doing great for himself right now — he was ready to go on tour, ready to go to europe for the first time in his life, ready to enjoy himself performing. but feelings-wise, he felt weird.
he didn't want to be harsh, but he should've never gone on suminar's podcast. he shouldn't have met her and become her friend, not now. suminar choul, with her beautiful name, her beautiful face, her beautiful body, her beautiful personality, had just taken a comfy seat on his brain.
naturally, his brain had less room for thinking about other things.
at first, it was all innocent. it was all strictly friendly thoughts. he had a healthy obsession with his new friend, and his new friend's podcast! he liked the fact that they shared interests and humour; it helped also they both loved omar too.
