im not enough
not enough to hold in the coldest nights
not enough to stay in my darkest times
not enough to hug when the rain comes down
not enough to calm when the blade goes to far
not enough to keep the bottle from emptying out
not enough to understand how sick i am
not enough to shut me up when the thoughts eats me alive
not enough to hear me out
not enough to listen to me when i say i am not hungry
not enough to pay me attention so i explode and take it on myself
not enough so i don't care about myself
not enough so you don't care about myself
not enough to have a perfect match made in haven
not enough to walk down the aisle
not enough to insert a promise ring on my finger
not enough to turn my life into a fairytale
not enough to take space
not enough for you to notice my existence or even acknowledge it
