flashback.
"Sino ba kasi yung crush mo Yves?" pamimilit sakin ni Gaius. If some of you will gonna be confuse well, Gaius was my Bbf. We were good friends back then, not until I confessed. "You really wanna know who my crush is?" he nodded, ang cute haha tangina. "Okay, let me tell it to you. On this day, October 04 2023, I want to let my feelings tell everything, because it knows how much you mean to me and how much I love you, Gaius. You're the one who's locked up here in my heart. You're that one guy that I always talk about as if there's no tomorrow. You're that guy that I will always cherish even if there's a day that I feel sorrow. Well, I love you, I really do. Nung una dinedeny ko pa, but my heart always finds a way para lang maalala kita at hanapin kung nasa iisang lugar lang din ba tayo. I like you, really. But you don't have to like me too. Just be my friend and I'll adore you. 3 years from now, and I still like you. But it will soon fade, I guess." I can feel the tension between us.
"Yves.. I'm feel so angry, sad, and grateful. Fuck it, I have a crush Yves, Alam kong hindi ko nasabi 'to and I'm sorry. Pero I really like her Yves." I felt my heart shattered into many pieces. I should've known. "Oh really Gaius? T-thats fine Gaius if hindi ako ang gusto mo. Pero sino ba yung gusto mo? hihi baka lang kilala ko, baka maka tulong pa 'ko!" I made a happy face to lessen the awkwardness sa conversation namin ni Gaius. "Si Myla, Si Myla ang gusto ko." ~ "Si Myla? I MEAN WHO WOULDN'T LIKE HER?? She's pretty, she's smart and everythin- hdehah" I laugh it all out and bowed my head because I already felt my tears fell down through my cheeks. "Sorry.. Yves, Wait up!"
I ran away, away from people, away from sadness, cruelness and unfairness. How could the world be so unfair when it comes to love? Do we not deserve to be loved by someone we admire? Tanginang 'to! Mawawala naman agad 'to diba? hahaha putanginang pag mamahal kasi 'yan! parang binugbog ako ng sampung beses.
end of flashback ~
Today, November 04 2023. Ngayon ko lang narealize na one month na din pala since nung nag confess ako sa'yo. And it's been one month ng nakikita ko ang sarili ko kung pa'no mag habol sa'yo.
Minsan may pag asa, minsan wala.
Pasno ba kasi tong pag-ibig na 'to?! nnnaaammmaannn!!
My feelings will soon fade right?! right?!
(Mawawala din 'to. Mawawala din 'to.)
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